Stories

Story 1

By My Sisters Command
 A story of one boys fall from big brother
to Big sister!

PART 1

It was late one night in the middle of June. It was hot
outside and cool inside so frankly leaving the house just
wasnt an option. The folks had left about 15 minutes ago for
some "time off away from the kids" and frankly with the
fact I was miles away from town and no friends to hang with
today I was feeling rather bored. "I gotta find something
to do before I go insane" I remember saying out loud before
flopping down on my bed. Then I noticed the old cupboard in
the family room. I heard music from my sisters room down the
hall, "at least she is having fun. " I walked over to the
cupboard and opened up the old doors. Inside was a treasure
trove of old board games, some I could only imagine
captivated the minds of children in the 40's in 50's
before the advent of modern entertainment. I shuffled
through them before coming to a well known game.
"Checkers." I sighed as I picked it up. "at least it's
better than nothing." I took the game out to the living
room and again I heard the familiar sound of my sister
singing along to her music, I forget what it was, to me it
was annoying. "Shut that crap off" I yelled, and of course
I got the usual reply "shut up, you cant tell me what to
do". I sighed as I started to walk down the hallway, my
sisters door was open and I peered inside. her room was a
pink maze of scattered clothes and stuffed animals. "god
this room needs to be cleaned" I said looking at her laying
on her bed. "well why dont you clean it for me then" she
smirked as she went back to her singing. "hey, I found this
game, lets play I'm bored" I said. "Umm, noo, how about
you leave and play that game by yourself" she replied. now
my sister is a year younger than me but thinks she has the
authority of someone much older. I stood there for a quick
second, staring at her. My sister was a beautiful girl, I
never had feelings for her, I knew that was wrong, but she
was the kind of girl to always have a boyfriend at school.
Sometimes though I would find myself admiring her figure, I
would quickly reprimand myself. I looked away. "Get out
already" she yelled. "sis, what if I made things
interesting" I said "Like what?" "well, how about I
clean your room if you win, and if I win, you dont listen to
that music anymore!" I said smirking. "I can clean my own
room, thats not even worth my time." she said in a
dismissive manner. I frowned, I was looking forward to that
game of chance for some reason, I liked the idea of there
being stakes to the game. I gave it a quick second though
and what I thought of made me shiver a little out of fear of
proposing it. "your still here, I thought you left or
something" she said not even looking up. I looked over to
her, then down at the floor "sis, how about this, if...if I
loose, I will be.......never mind!" I sissied out at the
last second. "Youll be what, what where you going to say?"
she said looking up from her bed. "Tell me, what will you
be if you lose" She had this smile on her face,
inquisitive, cute, naughty. " It's nothing I..." "YOU
WILL BE WHAT?" she said louder. I'm sure my face was red
as I looked up at her smiling face, feeling scared out of my
mind. "I will be your sissy maid." My sister laughed as
she sat up, falling down on one side as she grabbed her
stomach laughing to the point of tears. "my big brother
wants to be a sissy maid!" she said laughing. "No, thats
not what I said, I said IF I lose and I WONT LOSE TO A
LITTLE GIRL!" she slowly started to sit up, she stopped
laughing still smirking she said "and what if you win, I
dont want to do anything for you so I guess your out of
luck." She went to turn back to the bed still chuckling, I
dont know what came over me but I just blurted out "you
wont have to do anything if you lose!" She turned around
smiling, "really?" I looked at her nodding my head. "ok,
I guess we can play, but I have to ask, what do you mean by
sissy maid?" I felt my heart sink. It was bad enough I
proposed this, now I have to explain it to her. It didnt
matter though, I felt a rush, looking at her devious smile,
knowing how high the stakes are, knowing that if I do loose
that my little sister will be in a position to ruin my
social life forever. I might not have intended it to go this
far, but it has, and I was going to push it further. "It
means that i have to wear girly clothes while I clean up
anything you want." The silence was broken with my sister
putting a hand over her mouth mumbling "oh my god." She
turned around gigling, tears of laughter swelling in her
eyes as she walked to the corner of the room. She tried to
compose herself as she looked at me and then at the closet
door. she looked to me again and said "I have the perfect
thing for you to wear if you loose, oh my god, I cant
believe your really saying you want to do this, If I win, I
am taking pictures I hope you know that!" I looked down at
the ground and up at her saying "dont worry, I wont loose"
Grabbing the game board we set it down in the center of the
floor. She was the red and I was the black. With every move
she smiled. I would take her pieces and she would take mine,
2 gone 3gone 4 gone. Eventually it got down to 7 pieces. I
had a king left, she had the others. up until that point I
was nervous, but I knew I could win if I had a king and she
couldn't move backwards. I started to pick off her pieces,
gloating a bit as I mindlessly started jumping pieces, not
paying much attention to the board, just looking cool. All
of a sudden I heard my sister gasp. "Oh my god....." I
just jumped in front of one of her pieces without even
thinking about it. her smile, her delight, her painted nails
on that cute little hand reaching down for her piece and
jumping my mighty king, the look of joy in her eye at my
horror. My sister had just beaten me.

PART 2

"I cant believe it" I really couldn't, I had been in such
a good position to win, but my arrogance has just landed me
in the worst possible position. "you lost, you lost, sissy
boy let's get you dressed!" My sisters face was red with
joy and her smile and laughter pierced my heart, I almost
felt ill. I had thought the idea of possibly losing was
exciting, but now facing the fact that I lost, facing the
reality that just behind that closet door in this pink
colored shrine to everything girly, lay the means to an end,
my end. "are you ready for this? Your going to love what I
have for you!" she walked to the closet, bubbly and happy,
happy to see me still sitting there unable to say a word.
The closet opened and I could see rows upon rows of pink,
purple white and blue, dresses and skirts and tops in every
color you could imagine. Some of them had the words "hot"
and "Princess" on them. Many of them them had glitter and
all of them I didnt want to wear let alone in front of my
sister. The other thing going through my head was her desire
to share this little event with others like she said she
would. I couldn't ever face going to school again if I had
been seen in a photo wearing a pink dress bending over
cleaning my little sisters room! "Lets see, oh here it is,
THIS is what youll wear while you clean up my room!" I
didnt think it could get worse, but again I was wrong. She
held out with both hands a dress that was pink with white
Lacey fringes and a small little bow in the shape of a heart
adorned on the chest. I looked into my sisters eyes, her
eyes where so devious, her laugh was almost scary, she loved
the idea, my idea, how could I have been so stupid. "sis,
are you sure you want to do this, I can just admit I lost,
where cool right?" "NO, YOU SAID YOU WOULD!" she shouted
as her expression turned to annoyance. "But sis, this..."
"PUT IT ON NOW!" she yelled as I gently clasped the
shoulders, holding it away from me. "You can go to the
bathroom and put it on, go!" she commanded, and without
another word, without fighting it, accepting the will of my
little sister, I walked down the hall to the bathroom and
closed the door. I wasnt in a hurry as I unzipped my pants,
stripped off my shirt and took off my undies. I stared at
the dress as I kicked the last of my clothes aside. I
reached down and picked it up, raising the smooth silky
feeling cloth over my head, letting the sides fall down
around me as I sliped my arms through the holes. The dress
barely fit, it was tight hugging my every side and worst of
all it was very short. *Knock Knock* my heart sank, "please
let it not be my folks home early" I thought to myself.
"Hey, how does it fit" my sister said through the door in
between giggles. "It's too short sis, I cant wear it." I
replied. "yes you can, open the door a little" I opened
the door just a crack as my sisters hand slipped through
clutching a pair of cotton panties emblazoned with stars and
hearts. "A girl cant wear a dress without underwear, you
wouldnt want boys looking up your dress would you?" she
said. grasping the panties I started to shut the door when
she stuck her hand back through "I'm not done, here is
your stockings and there is some lipstick in there too."
"sis, I dont want to wear makeup or panties ple......
"your going to wear them, thats part of the deal!" she
said cutting me off. "oh and there is one more thing, here
you go" She slipped a pair of heels in through the door
before she pulled it shut. I sat down back to the door,
heart pounding. "I dont know if I can do this, I cant face
her wearing this, I cant face anyone if they found out. I
looked at the panties. I remembered a time a month or so
back, I was taking a shower and as I got out I noticed my
sisters dirty clothes bin in the bathroom. I saw this pair
of panties sticking out. I walked over to them, picking them
up, looking them over. I brought them close, I could smell a
smell like perfume. I stopped, through them down and backed
away. What am I doing I thought as I got my clothes together
and left. I guess it was irony that I was now being tasked
with wearing this pair of panties for my sisters amusement.
I felt the guilt of that night come over me. Doing that was
wrong. This was almost like her revenge, even though she
never really knew. I stretched the panties to each side,
feeling bad about what i did, I pulled them up, the panties
fitting tightly over my cock and buttox. They where so
smooth and tight. I grabbed the stockings and slid them up
as well. The nylon felt stretchy and climbed up my legs. I
looked at the heels. I hopped they would be to small, but as
I wiggled my foot in, the back of the heel slid up and my
feet where almost a seamless match. I stood up, struggling a
bit after putting on the heels, I walked to the mirror, the
sound of the heels on the linoleum. I saw my face, red,
ashamed. I took the lipstick. I applied it to my lips before
capping it. "hurry up, I want to see" my sister said from
outside the door. her voice made me jump. I slowly started
to the door, the sound of the heels clicking as I walked.
the dress was so high the panties where easily visible, my
lips where red and I was washed in the most girly colors on
the planet. I opened the door and the look on my sisters
face was like she opened a present on Christmas. her big
brother stood before her completely sissified. "Oh
my....your so girly!" she said between squeaks of joy. I
looked down, not wanting to look at her face. Just then
there was a flash, I looked up to see her phone in my face,
she was taking pictures of me. "sis no, please" I pleaded
as she giggled, taking photo after photo. "all of my
friends have to see this, Im going to show them all!" she
said as I fell to my knees. "Please sis, dont please" I
said, feeling so embarrassed I thought I might cry. She
reached down and grabbed my arm. "com on, you got cleaning
to do" as she wisked me back to her bedroom. everything was
so pink in there, including me, I was like one of her many
dolls now. "ok, start with the clothes and the stuffed
animals and dont stop till that's done or I will send this
picture to my girl friends and you wouldn't want that would
you?." "no sis" i said meekly. "Oh, and from now on when
I ask you something say yes princess. GO ON SAY IT" she
said sharply as I replied. "yes princess." "good, now
mrs.maid, get to work!" With that I started stumbling
around her room in those reached heels, bending over
exposing my shame, making her laugh at my awkwardness while
cleaning her room. I started to finish putting things away
and I could hear her on her bed, singing to that song. I
knew even when this was over and her room was clean, I
wouldn't live this down. I wished I had never done this at
all but it was too late now. She had the photos she made her
brother her personal maid, I wondered how it could possibly
get worse....then it did.

PART 3

"Sis, I did everything you you asked, I cleaned your room,
it's spotless now, I am going to take these off ok."
"Stop right there mrs.maid, I am not done with you yet!"
My sister was always a girly girl. She was the favorite,
spoiled even, or at least I thought so. She was the princess
that could do no evil. I remember her commanding my folks
like she owned them. "Could you get me some water mom?"
Could you get my books dad?" "Can I have my allowance
today?" The answer was always "yes sweetie" "yes
princess". I was the only one who never gave in. "bro, I
want to watch tv, let me watch what I want to watch!" "no
sis, I just started watching go away" she would always go
to where I was and want to do something, I would tell her to
go away. If she wanted something I had, I told her no. Now
she stood over me while I knelt in front of her, her cute
little arms folded, her noise in the air as I begged her to
release me from our contract and to get rid of the
incriminating evidence. She had the power, her brother
couldnt tell her no, I wouldnt dare. "you did a good job,
this place looks great." "Thanks sis, but now.." "BE
QUIET, from now on, only speak when I ask you a question, I
am tired of you begging it's really annoying!" She sat on
her bed, looking at me, leaning back slightly with her head
cocked back a little. "I dont like you" she said, sounding
very serious. "If I didnt have these pictures you would
just ignore me and be mean to me like always." "Every time
I wanted to play with you or hang out with you, you told me
no, you said I was annoying!" "now look at you, my big
brother!" She let out a grin as she layed back and looked
at the ceiling. "If I let you out of our deal i will go
back to being your annoying little sister, and I dont want
that." I felt scared, something was wrong, she really felt
angry, maybe I did tell her to go away, maybe i thought she
was a bother at times, but thats no reason to ruin my life.
"I am keeping the pictures and that means your going to do
what I want when I want." "If I want to play with dolls,
you can either play with them too or you can be one of
them." "I will dress you up and make you clean my room and
if you are mean to me, I will share the pictures with
everyone at school, everyone will see you wearing dresses
and makeup!" She was serious, she wasnt joking or playing.
"say this, say my little sister owns me.....go on, say it
or I send the pictures." I looked at her, humbled and
humiliated, fearing the worst for my social life and also
feeling a little sick, I said. " My little sister owns
me." "good" she said. "now take off your dress and fold
it neatly by the bed, and the shoes and the stockings, but
keep the panties on, wear them to bed." she said smiling.
"yes sis" I said, not wanting to upset her. She turned
away as I undressed and headed for the door, "Tomorrow I
think we are going to play another game, it should be fun"
she said, making my back tingle as I slowly walked out of
her room and down the hallway in those tight little cotton
panties. As I walked past the window, lights shown through,
my folks where back. I darted across the room and into mine
shutting the door. I heard the main door open as I jumped
under my covers, pulling them up to my chest. I was so
scared, I couldnt let them see me. I heard foot steps, they
where coming closer, I shut my eyes pretending to sleep as
my door opened. My parents walked in and right up to my bed,
the panties laid just under the covers. "your in bed
early" my mother asked. "I was really warn out today" I
said back. "Thats fine, get some sleep, just wanted to let
you know we where back." "Thanks mom" I said as she shut
the door. My heart was racing, my hands still gripping the
covers where shaking. "This isnt what I wanted" I said to
myself as I shut my eyes. *hours later* "Brother wake
up." I opened my eyes and looked at the alarm clock, it was
only 1am and I was so tired. I looked over to see my sister
in her nighty sitting on my bed looking down on me. Without
saying a word she reached down and pulled back the covers.
"Your still wearing them, thats good, I wouldnt want to
have to show anyone the pictures, not yet anyway." She
pulled the blanket clean off the bed and it fell to the
floor exposing me completely. "sis, what are you doing
here, what do you want?" I said half asleep. "I can do
what I want, and I wanted to see if you wore your panties to
bed like I asked." She looked at them, I rushed to cover
them up. "Why is your.......thing hard, thats so gross!"
she said as I put my hands over my groin. "do you like
wearing girls underwear, is that why it's hard?" she said.
"No sis, it's not, really, it's just a guy thing, I cant
help it!" I stammered trying to keep my voice down. The
truth was, I couldnt help it. I kept trying not to look at
her, what she was wearing. The idea of her seeing me like
this and being here in what she was wearing, it made me feel
something different, I couldnt explain it. I kept looking at
her, I tried not to, you could see her undies through the
nightie almost. "whats wrong with me" I would say in my
head as I listened to her talking. "what are you looking
at, are you looking at my underwear!" she said looking
angrily at me. "No, sis I" "Yes you where, thats nasty,
your not supposed to do that?" she said clearly angry and
slightly puzzled. "I am sorry sis, It was an accident" I
said not knowing how to explain myself. A long pause
ensued, she looked away down at the floor, I looked up at
the ceiling, I felt bad, I didnt know why I felt so,
aroused, I hoped I didnt make the situation worse. "Hey"
she said looking at me. "do you like me" she said meekly.
"Of course your my sister" I said. "No, do you like me?"
she asked again louder. "sis, I like you but I dont like
like you." "Then why do you look at my underwear like
that, do you just like underwear cause thats weird to." she
said confused. I didnt want to tell the truth, I couldnt, I
didnt know what I liked or why, but I couldnt just say
nothing, I had to give her a reason why. "I do like
underwear" I said hoping she would make fun of me and leave
it alone. "why do you like them?" she asked. I was really
wishing she would just leave. "beacuse, I just do." I said
annoyed. "You best tell me or you know what will happen!"
she said glaring at me. I felt awkward and weird, I looked
at her and said. "I like girls underwear beacuse I think
girls butts are cute..." "ewwww" my sister said giggling.
I felt the pressure level off after she started giggling.
her face was red as she laughed. "You have to be quiet, mom
and dad might hear." I said trying to quiet her down. She
looked at me and said "so you think your sisters butt is
cute?" "I, uh, no, your..........it's not like that."
"My butt is cute" she said sternly looking down at me.
"well, yeah your butt is cute I guess." I said glancing
past it, suppressing that weird feeling I kept getting.
"you keep looking at it, you want to see my underwear?"
she asked, " no,.. I" but before I could finish, she
leaned to her right and lifted up her nighty. Her butt was
adorned with white panties. They fit every curve. "You do
have a cute butt sis" I said looking at it as she giggled.
She lowered her nighty and stood up. "since you like my
butt and thats kinda weird, tomorrow I am going to give you
something to do." she said half smiling. I looked at her,
tired, feeling weird, ready to call it a day. "ok sis,
tomorrow I will do what you want ok." "good" she said as
she smiled and walked out the door. I closed my eyes, but
all I could see was her cute little butt in my head, I
opened my eyes again. "this is gonna be a long night" I
said out loud as I grabbed my blanket from the floor, pulled
it over my panties and tried to get some sleep. Before I
knew it morning came and I was told to get up by my mom. I
slipped into my clothes, taking the panties off beforehand
and putting them in my drawer. I went and ate with the
family and as we finished my mom said. "well I gotta run
into town, I can take you guys with me since your fathers at
work" My sis looked up and said "no mom, it's ok, we can
stay here by ourselves, we where good yesterday you know!"
"you where good my little princess" she said to my sister.
"Ok you two, I guess, just behave yourselves while I am
gone, your her older brother, your in charge now ok. She
said to me. I nodded. I could hear the car drive off as my
sister walked up to me. "today I have to punish you for
looking at my butt!" my sister said giggling, "and I think
I am gong to make you pick what it is!"

PART 4

Waking up in the middle of the night, feeling my body strain
under the tightness of my sisters panties stretched across
my body, thinking of her and this situation. That night I
didnt get a wink of sleep. Now she stands there, parents
gone for the day, leaving me in charge, little could they
understand, I wasnt in charge of anything. Not even my own
thoughts. "did you hear me bro?" "I am going to make you
pick your punishment" my sister said again giggling. "yes
sis, I heard." I said yawning. "you should be a little
more awake, didnt you sleep last night?" "yeah, I got some
sleep, I'm just waking up." I lied as I sat down in the a
chair and rubbed my eyes. "Well lets get started ok." my
sister said sounding rather enthused. "Can it wait a
minute, I havent even..." "NO" she cut me off, "I want
to play now!" she said loudly. Her command got my
attention, I snapped out of being tired the best I could as
I stood up and said. "ok." There are allot of things
going through my mind. Last night I couldnt stop thinking
about how I felt. Why, why are my sisters actions so
enticing, why do I find her.......attractive. I layed awake
thinking about her showing me her butt. I tried to forget
it, to move on, but now, all my body wanted is to see her
butt again. I felt like such a sick perv. "Your wearing
your panties right?" my sister said breaking my
concentration. "No sis, I took them off this morning"
"Did I say you could do that?" she asked very well aware
of the answer. "no...you didnt." "No you didnt what
Mrs.Maid" she said sharply. "No you didnt princess" I
said looking down. My sister walked up and looked at me.
"I want you to think of two punishments now, one for
forgetting your panties and another for last night, when you
couldnt stop looking at my butt. "But sis you showed me
your.." "SO?" she yelled back. "You didnt have to look,
your a nasty sicko that looks at her sisters butt and your
going to get punished for it!" She almost couldnt stop
smiling toward the end of her scolding. I could tell that
she wasnt really upset about me looking at her, she was just
determined to use it against me anyway. "so, what are you
going to do as punishment?" she asked. "I dont know, I
dont want to pick my punishment thats cruel!" I remarked.
"Fine, I will pick but you wont like what I pick!" she
said crossing her arms. "I think I am gong to make you..."
"WAIT!" I yelled, stopping my sister in mid sentence. "I
am so sorry" I said to her realizing what I had done. The
look on her face made me feel like I just upset a tiger at
meal time and I was up for dinner. "I mean, I got a deal"
I was thinking of a deal, but I wasnt using my head. I
wanted to see my sister in her panties again, but whats more
I wanted to go one step further. I wanted to get closer. I
kept telling myself it was wrong but I wanted so badly to
get closer. In my flurry, I thought of bargaining with her.
I knew what she wanted. "Sis, what if I let you take
another picture of me." I said as her jaw dropped to the
floor and a smile spread over her face. "I will do it
if.......If you let me do something." I said ashamed to
ask, worried about what she would say if I asked her. "Why
should I do anything for you, you ow me 2 punishments
already!" "well I do, but letting you take another picture
is way worse than what i deserve right, if you do this one
thing for me, I will dress up for you and let you take one
picture." My heart was racing, I kept telling myself no,
but I felt compelled to offer myself up for this one
moment. "What do you want then?" she asked. I paused, I
looked down at the ground and then up at her..... "I
want...I want to kiss your butt." I said quickly looking
down. "Thats sooo nasty, why would you want to kiss a dirty
but?" She giggled. "So let me get this right, you want to
kiss your sisters butt and if I let you youll dress up for
me and let me take a picture?" "yes sis.......I will" I
said as my heart beat hard in my chest. A long pause ensued,
then smirking she looked at me and said, "ok". "How do we
do this?" I asked so nervous I was shaking. "um, I guess I
will bend over and you can kiss my butt, duhh" she quipped.
She bent over, her skirt falling to the side her underwear
clearly visible. Oh god I thought, I am about to do this, I
cant believe I am gong to do this. I got on my hands and
knees. I brung myself closer. her butt got closer and
closer, I could smell that smell like perfume. I got so
close I could see the stitches in the print on her
underwear. I could feel the heat radiate from her body. I
was about to touch my lips to my little sisters butt, it was
soo wrong but it felt so right. I moved forward and put my
lips on her right cheek, giving it a big kiss. I pulled
back. My sister giggling uncontrollably. I tried to hide my
arousal. "Why, why am I doing this" I thought to myself.
I looked at her, "she has more control over me than she
knows" I thought. "Ok brother, you kissed my butt, now
your going to get dressed for me, and I think I am gong to
let you wear...hmmm" she mulled her options. "I know, you
can wear my old bathing suit!" I just gave my sister more
to work with just so I....could do what I did. She pulled
out that purple bathing suit. "This is going to be so
funny" she said handing it to me. I think....yeah, lets put
it on outside!" she said with a squeal. "oh my god" I
thought as she took me by the hands and we left for the back
yard!

PART 5

have you ever been so impulsive that you did something you
regretted almost immediately. Have you ever just wanted to
beat yourself up beacuse the thing you did had cost you
something great. as I walked hand in hand with my little
sister, as she carried that bathing suit out the front door
with us, moments after I got to put my face against her
bottom, like I had been urged to do by my feelings for some
time, I felt like this. Shaking, heat beating down from the
sun. A cool pool filled with refreshing water would be the
stage and all the houses next door with views the audience.
My little sister the ring master and me the trained monkey,
her brother wearing her tight little bathing suit for all
the world to see. She walked in front of me and turned
around, handing me the bathing suit. "Put it on" she said
trying to contain her amusement. "ok sis, I will be right
back" I turned to walk away. "No" she said. "I want you
to put it on, right out here" That feeling of terror,
trembling hands and knees, grasping the purple bathing suit,
standing with my back to the princess demanding me to strip
naked in front of her. "Sis please, I dont think I" she
cut me off. "Do it, dont be shy! I wont look". I stood
still, almost afraid to move. How could I do this, could I
do this? I felt weird enough with my infatuation with her, I
didnt know if I could live with myself if I undressed here
and with all those people able to see everything, how could
I. "c'mon, I promise not too look" she said wrapping her
arms around my waist, squeezing gently from behind. My heart
beat fast. she let go and said. "I am closing my eyes ok."
I set the bathing suit down, shaking, I reached my hands for
my shirt and slid it off. Not knowing whether she was
looking or not, hoping she would keep her promise, I reached
for my pants. I grabbed the buckle and undid them, drawing
my zipper down, and slowly pulling them down to my ankles,
exposing my underwear. I slipped off the pants and kicked
them to the side. The underwear and the socks came next,
with me standing completely naked in front of the world, in
front of my little sister who I was almost certain was
giggling under her breath. I dare not look as I bent down,
lifting the bathing suit up between my legs, squeezing into
it, fighting it. My cock bulged up, it was very visible and
quite hard. I was red, I know I must have been as I turned
to face my sister who to my relief, was covering her eyes.
"You can look now sis" I said as she slowly removed her
hands and a big smile spread across her face. "Your all
ready for the water now aren't you" she asked as I crossed
my legs feeling vulnerable out here in the open. I glanced
around at the windows in the houses, I could see no one.
"Ok, time to get wet!" she said as she lunged forward,
using both hands to push me down into the water. I gained
direction and came up, my sister stood there, her little
phone in her hand, smiling she said. "It's time for your
photo shoot brother, come here." I waded over to the steps,
and slowly came out, dripping wet, shy, afraid. "Sit on the
railing!" she commanded as I swung my leg over, resting the
bulge in the bathing suit uncomfortably on the rail. "Lean
your head back" she said as I woefully followed her
directions. looking upward, I could see the flashes,
one...two....3 shots. "she has me" I said to myself as I
stepped off the pole. "please sis, please dont show
anyone!" I begged dropping to my knees. "If your a good
girl I wont!" my sister said giggling as she padded my
head. She put her hand on my shoulders and pushed down. both
of my hands met the ground as I was now on all fours.
"stay" she said as she bent over and sat down on my back,
her weight resting on me. "thats better" she said as I
knelt under her, supporting her, becoming mesmerized at the
fact that once again, I was so close to her, even if I was
but a seat to her. I didnt struggle, I didnt ask, I didnt
bother. She wanted a seat, any lawn chair wouldn't do, she
wanted her brother, her big brother. "your comfy she said
in a content voice" "it's nice out today" she said.
"yes sis, it is" I replied looking down at the rocky path
I was knelt on as she messed with her phone. It was several
minutes before she sat up. "If your a good boy, I wont show
these pictures ok" she said to me, seeming different,
honest, almost having pity on me in this dilemma. "and, if
your really good, maybe....." she paused "maybe you can
kiss my butt again!" she said giggling. "you do like girls
butts dont you?" teasing me with my own words. I couldnt
help but blush. "yes sis, I do." "I want one more picture
of you ok" she said as I looked to the ground "but sis I"
she interrupted, "dont worry, I just want one with you
smiling in it" she said. Smiling, she wanted me to smile.
She cared how I felt, she wasnt evil and cruel but it seemed
she cared. I, I wanted to give her a good picture. "How
about this sis" I said as I lay down on the ground, feet
together, arms stretched over my head, smiling as she took
out her phone. "that looks beautiful, your a cute girl
bro" she said giggling as she took one more snapshot.
Later that night I came to her room "sis" I said. "yeah
bro, what do you need?" she asked looking out from her bed.
"I, I just wanted to let you know I am wearing the panties
like you wanted!" "Thats a good girl" she said smiling.
"Now off to bed, tomorrow your going to be my sister from
now on ok." "uh, o..ok sis" I said as I shut the door.
"Her sister?.....she dosent mean, permanently does she?" I
thought in my mind. "I cant do this for ever, I dont want
to..........dang it" I walked to my room and shut my door,
unsure of whether today was good or bad, for in the morning
I could awake to find myself filling the role of the sister
my sister had always wanted and never had...forever.

PART 6

I never thought very deeply about why my sister acted with
such contempt. then as of yesterday, feel pity and loving
towards me. It all hinged on the real reason she was mad at
me in the first place. Years of neglect on my part had made
her hate me. Then I presented an opportunity for her to get
what what she always wanted. A sister to hang out with and
do girly stuff with. I was about to become that sister
against my will. "This will look nice" I heard her say
rummaging through her closet. My mind trailed off. "I cant
do this forever, once or twice but not forever." I said to
myself "Your going to look so cute!" "I have to talk to
her...I must!" I thought as I stood up and said. "sis, can
we talk for a minute?" "Yeah, I suppose so..whats up? she
said inquisitively. "sis, it's just that I cant BE your
sister, not really. I promise to hang out with you and stuff
but I cant stop being brother!" "YES YOU CAN" she shouted
as I backed up. "Your going to be or I....OR I WILL SEND MY
FRIEND THESE PHOTO'S" she said angrily whipping out her
phone. I started to get mad, things where so far out of
control, I could not do his forever and even my feelings
about her, they almost seemed overruled as I grabbed for her
phone. "Sis give it to me now!" I yelled lunging for it.
*beep* I heard a button press as I grabbed it and held it
up. *message sending* my face grew pale *message sent*....
"no.......NO son of a bitch" I yelled as my sister sat on
the floor looking down. "I told you I would" she said not
angry or confidently but almost sounding sad. "who was it,
who did you send them to?" I demanded. "My friend from
school" she said. I deleted the remaining photos and I
slammed the door and went to my room. Hours passed and as I
sat at my desk in my room, my sister came through the door.
"Why do you always have to be an ass" she yelled. "Dont
talk about me being an ass, you just ruined my life" I
retorted. She had watery eyes, I paused. *smack* Her hand
flew up an slapped my face. It hurt so bad and she didnt
hold back. I was dazed. "I may not have pictures of you to
send anymore but your going to do what I say!" she said. I
felt the side of my face. *slap* "Answer me!" she yelled
hitting me again. It hurt so bad, my eyes teared, I put my
hands up. "sis stop, please!" I begged. "Get in my room
now!" she said grabbing my arm. Pulling me down the hall
and towards her room. As we got close I could see her door
open, and there...THERE WAS HER FRIEND FROM SCHOOL! "Sis
No, please" I said stopping. "she raised her hands and I
cowered. "please no, dont hit me!" I said. Her friend was
speechless with her hand over her mouth. "Go on" my sister
said giving me a kick. "We have work to do!"

PART 7

"I saw your picture!" Giggle "just wait till you see the
real thing, where gonna dress him up right now" "Your
gonna do it now, really?" giggle...... I was afraid of her.
I was her brother, I never was afraid of her, I never
thought I would be. She proved she would go that far though,
to hit me, as hard as she could. it hurt and that scared me.
I didnt view her as a younger sister anymore. "Take off
your clothes!"......."no?, then we will, hold his hands!"
She was ripping my clothes off in front of her friend who
was laughing at me, helping her pull on my pants till I was
naked from the wait down. "The shirt, take his shirt off!"
My face still hurt, why was I afraid of her, I could fight
backs.......no, no I couldn't. I cant. "Go get the
underwear over there!" "Got them!" "Ok, now, put them on
him!" "Me?" "yeah. you get to dress him up too!"
Giggle. Her friend slipped them up my legs and around my
waist, she whispered "I hope you like them" as she
finished, the elastic making a snapping sound as she let go.
"now the bra" Both girls worked on this as they stretched
it over my chest and snapped it into place. I didnt want to
look, I looked at the ceiling, I could hear them laughing at
me, I didnt want to see. "Grab the dress!" "Put it on
now" she commanded. I looked at them as I took the dress,
my sister was intent, her friend was red from laughing and
maybe a little embarrassed to be helping her friend turn her
brother into a cross dressing sissy. I took the dress and I
slid it on, turned around as they zipped up the back.
Stockings came next, then the shoes, heels again. When I was
done I turned around, stood there in front of both girls. My
sister had a length of pink ribbon, she told me to turn
around. Her friend took both arms behind my back as my
sister wrapped the ribbon around them, making a knot, or as
much as I could tell, a bow, binding me. "you know what we
are gonna do now" My sister asked her friend. "no, what?"
she replied. "My brother is sick, he likes girls butts!"
my sister said mocking me. "Ewww" her friend replied. "So
I thought we would make him not like our butts anymore" She
giggled. "How are we gonna do that?" her friend asked
intently. "It's easy, we do this". My sister took and
brought over a chair, placing her hands on my head and
positioning it on the chair. I looked up, her panties where
visible from under her skirt. I got those feelings again,
even through my displeasure. That soon faded, as I saw her
butt descend down quickly, in a second, her butt slammed
into my face, forcing my nose deep in her panties and pain
through my head. "Just like that" she said as she sat down
hard on my face, wiggling her bottom a bit as if to rub in
the shame. "Her friend laughed as my sister bounced on my
face. I could feel her full weight on my face. My sister was
petite, but with all her weight in one spot, coming down
that hard, it hurt. I was having trouble breathing too, only
able to get what little air escaped between the fabric of
her panties and her butt. She stood up, "It's your turn
now" she said to her friend. "oh..ok" her friend said
wandering over looking down at me and the look of pain on my
face. "I dont want to hurt him" she said to my sister.
"dont worry about him, we have to teach him a lesson!" she
said. "Ok, well, here I go" her friend said. she wore
short shorts. Her butt excited me but the thought of another
girl slamming down on my face took that away with each
throbbing my head reminded me that her butt could also bring
pain. It was too late, her little body lamed down into my
face, pushing my mouth and nose deep between her cheeks,
causing my head to spasm with pain. I heard faint talking.
"wiggle your butt" my sister said. "Ok" i heard her
friend say as she moved her butt around, rubbing her smell
and my shame into my face. She bounced on my head a few
times and stood up. "So brother, do you still like our
butts?" my sister said trying not to laugh. I didnt answer.
"Sounds like he dosent" her friend said. "Maybe I have to
sit on him again" my sister said walking towards me. "NO
SIS PLEASE DONT" I yelled trying to avoid more pain as my
head was already throbbing. "So, you dont want to have your
sister sit on your head" she said. "Hmm, then I guess you
have to do something else if you dont want that......." She
pulled up 2 chars in front of the one my head was on. she
whispered something in her friends ear. They sat down next
to me lifting their legs and putting their feet on my face.
"I guess you can smell our feet then" she said giggling.
They where rubbing there bare feet on my face, It was nasty,
I tried to move my head which still hurt from their
pounding. "Please girls, stop that's" My sister stuck her
toes on my lips as I tried to beg. This is what I was, a
toy, a doll to my sister and her friend, just like she said
I would be if I didnt do what she wanted. I was afraid of
them, both of them but especially my little sister. She
really was a princess, she could demand what she wanted and
get it, especially out of me. I felt like giving up, like
giving in to her, just do what she wanted and maybe she
would stop, just do anything she asked and she would take
care of me..no, I cant think like that........I cant.

PART 8

Dizziness, pain and the smell of their feet, rubbing over my
face. Toes on my lips, giggles and laughter. My head hurt,
that's no surprise. My sister and her friend had no idea
how far they went, slamming their butts down on top of me.
Now I endured their feet. My arms bound behind my back, cant
escape them and their torture. "What can we do next?" her
friend said obviously getting into my sisters diabolical
little playtime. "I dont know, something really bad" my
sister said evilly, both girls giggling relentlessly as
their feet continued to wipe across my face. Suddenly their
feet fell away. They where whispering to one another. One
girl would look down at me while the other would say who
knows what and both girls would smile. "what are you
saying?" I asked feeling nervous. "Sis, what are you
saying?" I said again louder, growing angry at the fact
that my head hurt, at the fact that my face was rubbed with
their dirty feet for five minutes straight. "Go get that
ok" my sisters friend jumped up and ran to the bathroom.
"shut up bro, your too noisy, I am going to have to make
you quiet down if you wont. "sis please let me..." "I
said SHUT UP!" she said commanding as her friend returned.
In her hands lay a box, some panties and a roll of tape.
"Stuff the panties in his mouth!" my sister said
snickering. "looks like your going to have dirty panties
for dinner" her friend said kneeling down, shoving the
dirty panties she most likely pulled out of the dirty
laundry in my mouth. I tried to spit them out. "Tape this
over his mouth. My sister pulled out the box, and inside, a
fluffy maxi pad. Her friend held the cushion side over my
mouth as my sister took the tape and looped it around my
head. 1, 2, 3, 4... she kept adding tape. when she finally
let go, I couldn't breath from my mouth, and I couldn't
talk at all. I could taster her panties, a taste like salt
and all in my mouth. I squirmed at the thought. "I cant
hear you bro, you gotta speak up" my sister said laughing
at me. "What should we do now?" my sisters friend asked
yet again. Both girls walked to the other end of the room. I
couldn't get rid of those panties in my mouth, I couldn't
stop from tasting them, her dirty underwear tortured my
taste buds as I rolled on the floor trying to free myself.
"Oh no you dont" my sister said running over and sitting
on my chest. "I gasped as her weight knocked the wind out
of my slightly. "You need to behave bro or I will sit on
you again, or maybe do something worse!" my sister
threatened. I calmed down, looking up at her. She looked
powerful, straddling me, a smile across her face. Here was
here little sissy brother, struggling underneath her,
chocking on her dirty panties wearing a dress and bound with
a bow. I was honestly scared of her, my face red, my head
pounding....she scared me to the point that for a week I had
nightmares of her hurting me. But there I was in the midst
of my own nightmare. Every time she moved I thought about
her sitting on my face, about being helpless and afraid.
Every time her panties shown themselves I cringed at the
thought of them hitting my face, hurting me. Her innocent
laughter, her friends laughter, they didnt know how cruel
they where being...or did they. "Lets draw on him!" her
friend said squeaking as they pulled out glitter and
markers. I lay there quiet under my sister, while they
decorated me. I tried not to move, to not upset her. She
could hurt me and I knew it, even if she didn't mean to. I
was happy to let them draw on me, hearts and words that
little girls loved, as long as she didnt hurt her sissy
little brother anymore. Once again I asked for this, and
once again I wished I had not.

PART 9

It was safer, safer to give in and be her little sissy. I
thought it would be safer at least, I contemplated it
several times a day. When I would be in my room I would just
lay on my bed and think about what I was going to do. Every
night I would dream about her. My sis and her friends
"having fun" with me. Her innocents, her not
understanding, pushing me to the limits. she was finding new
joy in tormenting me, threatening me every time I disobeyed
her. I guess it was easy for her, just sit on your brother
and bounce a few times still he starts begging for you to
stop, or dress him up and call him a sissy till he sits down
ashamed of himself and he will do anything you say. That was
just one of the ways she pushed me to my limits. Then there
was the times where she humiliated me infront of her
friends. The look when they first seen me, shock that her
older brother is so controlled by his petite, innocent
little sister. How much bigger a sissy did it make me in
their eyes.....or in mine for that matter.

When adults where around, like at dinner, she would sit
across the table and act so normal, so perfect. she would
always be nice to me. Then when no one was looking she would
give me that look, or a smile or a giggle. sometimes she
would motion toward her butt or move around in her seat
smiling at me evily when she wanted to make me squirm. For
the longest time I found myself avoiding her the best I
could. I found out though, the more I did, the more she
would have fun at my expense.

Finally, one night lying in bed I made up my mind. I slowly
got out of bed and with shaky legs and nerves I walked to my
sisters room and knocked on the door. She opened the door a
few seconds later rubbing her eyes. "What do you want, why
did you wake me up?" she asked rather tired. "um, could I
come in for a second?" I asked in a sheepish tone. "Ok,
cmon" she said motioning me in. She shut the door and I
looked at her from behind. She was wearing her night
clothes, she so looked cute in those. Sometimes I would
forget how deep I had gotten myself in trouble with her and
how far she would go, beacuse of how cute she always looked.
"What do you want i'm tired she said" "Sis" I began,
still quivering a little, trying to clear my voice to tell
her of my decision. I dropped on my knees and looked up at
her. "I am sorry for not being the sister you wanted me to
be, if I could go back and change who I am I would. but I
think, I am going to try from now on, to be..... I want to
be your sister, I want to do whatever you want ok! It was
hard for me to say, how would she respond, I was so nervous.
My sister opened her eyes as she smiled warmly. "You, you
mean that?" she asked holding her hands together in front
of her cutely. "yes, can...can I be your sister?" I asked
her. She didnt even say anything, she just ran to me and put
her arms around me. As she held me, her warm body on mine,
the feel of her hair against my face, I felt relived. I had
given into her, I recognized I couldnt fight her, I needed
to let her be in charge if we where to ever get along.

PART 10

Maybe I felt like I owed it to her, maybe I felt bad for all
those years of being a jerk. Maybe it was I who could have
stopped this situation, been a big brother and not given in,
but deep down maybe I wanted to submit to her. That was it I
realized, even though I was stronger, bigger, older....I was
the one who put myself here...I was the one who decided my
fate.

"I love you sis" My sister said to me. My cheeks probably
went red. "Sis" I thought to myself, "I...I am her
sister" She pulled back and looked at me, then leaned in
and gave me a kiss on the cheek. "I gotta go to bed" she
said giggling. "We can talk more tomorrow ok" she said
smiling warmly as she nestled in under her covers. "Ok sis,
that's sounds nice" I said as I moved to the door. "good
night" I said as I shut off the light and left.

Excited, that was what I was... excited. Waiting till
morning, not getting very much sleep, thinking about what I
had just done earlier that night. I gave into my little
sister's desires, for her to have not a brother, but a
sister, and I was excited about it. Maybe part of it was
that I wasn't supposed to do this. Boys arent supposed to
wear girls clothes, they are not supposed to let their
little sisters boss them around and brothers...brothers
where not supposed to feel like this towards their sisters.
I knew it was wrong, I knew I wasn't following the
norm...and that excited me. I kept picturing her face, that
look of happiness, so cute. When I thought of her choosing
my clothes and having me clean her room and do her chores
and all the things I thought she might have me do, I felt a
feeling deep down like fear, but this was different, this
was a feeling that excited me.

My folks headed out of town today, and even though we where
old enough to not have a baby sitter, that's exactly what
we got. she was a girl from the neighborhood, probably abut
21 and very pretty. "you kids behave, I mean it dont give
her a hard time ok" My mom said shutting the door as we
both agreed. "bye" the babysitter said waving as the door
shut. "Ok guys, I got some stuff to do so are you gonna be
ok playing together or something" "Yeah that sounds like
fun, com'on bro" my sister said taking me by the arm and
leading me down the hall to her room. I heard the tv flick
on as the door to my sisters room shut.

"where gonna have so much fun today sis" My sister said
excitedly almost ready to jump up and down out of bliss. I
guess I have to teach you how to be a girl dont I?" she
said giggling. I am sure I was blushing as I said "yeah".
She went to her dresser draws and started pulling out bits
of clothes. "Do you want to look kinda girly or really
girly?" she asked me inquisitively. I felt that feeling,
the one like fear but at the same time arousing. I had the
opportunity to make this easier on myself, I could choose
the simple answer, but...but I didn't want to, I couldn't.
"Um....I....I want to look really girly" I said with so
much embarrassment. I felt the adrenaline flow into me as I
waited for that split second answer. "hahaha ok," my
sister was very amused that I have given her full rein to
dress me head to toe in clothes that where dripping with
femininity.

"Ok bro, I mean sis, *giggle* you can put these on to
start!" I grabbed the clothes, a pair of purple panties
with pink lace and a bra with a heart clasp. she gave me
some stockings and went back to rummaging through the
closet. I walked to the corner and quickly undressed, not
wanting to be caught naked I slipped on the panties,
struggled with the bra and finally got it on, then slid up
the stockings and put my pants back on. I turned around to
see my sister looking at me giggling. I felt so embarrassed.
"Take off your pants, those are boy clothes, you cant wear
those!" I felt that feeling again as I slid down my pants
and stood in front of her in nothing but her bra and
panties. "It's ok sis, your a girl now and you can put on
clothes in front of me, it's ok." Her words didnt make me
feel any less embarrassed as I stood their trying not to
look her in the eye. "So, do you want to wear a skirt or a
dress?" "Um" I tried to think, what should I choose. "I
think you would look good in this" My sister held up a
skirt that seemed a little to short for me. "I think it's
a little short sis" "It will look good, here put it on!"
she said handing me the skirt. I slid it up and sure enough
my panties where not far out of eyesight. "Oh, what kind of
shirt would you like?" she said as I examined the skirt. I
thought to myself.. I wanted to feel that feeling some more,
adrenaline, I was hooked. "do..do you have the one that
says angel on the front?" I asked as my sister started
laughing once again. She reached in her drawers and pulled
out the very shirt she would wear all the time. I took it
and slid it on, the words angel now across my chest written
in silver and pink glitter. "You look good as a girl" my
sister said sitting down on the bed smiling.

"Now I am going to have to teach you how to be one!" I
smiled and nodded, finding it hard to say anything. "ok,
first things first, you cant talk like a boy anymore, you
have to talk higher ok, like I do." I nodded and she
continued. when you sit down you have to cross your legs so
boys dont look up your skirt!" she giggled. I hoped I would
never have to deal with such a thing. "When you walk you
have to do it like this!" my sister got up and did her best
impersonation of a runway model. "Ok, now you try all of
those together ok, stand up and walk to the end of the room
and when you get back say I am a cute little girl and sit
down like taught you" with shaky legs I stood up and
started walking like she did, moving my hips and legs like
her, then starting back to the other side of the room, when
I stopped looked to her and said with the best voice I could
muster I said... "I am a cute little girl", then i sat
down and crossed my legs. "Oh my gosh!" she said her voice
muffled behind her hands, giggling and then laughing loudly,
her cheeks where so red, mine where to for another reason.

Just then.. click.. "what are you too up to in....." the
babysitter walked in.. She looked at me for a long second,
my heart sunk down to my stomach. this was my worst fear, I
was so scared... as I sat there in shock. "Why are you
dressed in her clothes" she asked rather confused to see me
like this. I couldn't say anything, I was to afraid. "we
where just playing" my sister said to the babysitter who
was still looking at me rather confused. "You know, most
boys dont wear that kind of stuff, thats so wrong!" she
said sternly, again I didn't answer, just looked at the
floor. "I think you need to go sit out in the living room
for a while!" I stood up and went for my pants and shirt.
"leave them, your the one who wanted to dress up like that
you can stay like that for a while." she said firmly! I had
never been so scared or humiliated in my entire life as I
walked down the hall behind her, wearing the most girly set
of clothes a girl could ever fathom. Being caught by and
adult wasnt the same as my sisters friend, it was so much
scarier, my parents would believe her if she told them, then
what would I do. I noticed as I walked down the hall that
the feeling of these clothes where different and not helping
me one bit. The air under the skirt, I felt so open, so
insecure and the softness of the fabric, I felt so out of
place. "Go sit over there" she motioned towards a seat in
the corner. I sat down and leaned back. "close your legs
for gods sake" she said as I crossed them and sat there
trying to believe this wasn't happening. I felt like
running, hiding getting away from here, but it wouldn't
change anything, my secret was out!


PART 11

So vulnerable, I felt so vulnerable. The openness of the
room, the feeling of the air between my legs, the presence
of a woman I barely new just feet away, the glittery word
angel across my chest and the undeniable truth that I was
outed, it all made me so scared.

"Um, can I go to my room please?" "Whats the matter, dont
you like tv?" the babysitter said snidely. "I, I do
but.." "But what, why dont you want to watch it then, it
couldn't be because your embarrassed is it, maybe beacuse
your wearing your sisters clothes?" "It's not what you
think" I pleaded. "We where just playing!" "Most boys I
know play football or video games, you like to dress up in
your little sister clothes, thats just wrong you know
that!" Every word she said stung, she wasnt pulling any
punches and really seemed disgusted.

I sat there for a few more minutes before I looked over and
asked. "your not gonna tell my parents are you?" "What,
tell them that their son likes to wear his sisters clothes,
why not I bet they would like to know!" she chuckled meanly
and looked away. "If you tell them that he put on my
clothes my mom and dad will get mad at you beacuse you where
supposed to be watching us!" I looked behind me to see my
sister glaring at the babysitter. "you will lose your
job!" the babysitter seemed stunned, her mouth was open,
jaw dropped and eyes squinted, she looked at me and said.
"go put your damn clothes back on now!" I jumped off the
chair and walked to the hall where my sister gave me a smile
and ushered me to her room.

My sister shut the door. "I am sorry I got you in
trouble." she said handing me my clothes. "It's ok sis"
I said as I took my clothes from her. "If you want, you can
keep those clothes in your room, we can play again some
other time ok." My sister looked like she was gonna cry,
she really felt bad, she thought she had gotten me in big
trouble. I knelt down and gave her a kiss on the cheek,
"It's ok sis, we will play again soon ok?" she smiled and
nodded.

I pulled my pants and shirt over the clothes I was wearing
and walked down the hall. I passed the living room where the
babysitter gave me a dirty look before going back to
watching television. I went to my room and shut the door. I
took off the skirt, the panties and everything else, hiding
them in a box I put in my closest under some other stuff. I
put my pants on and my shirt and passed the hours drawing in
the corner.

Later that night I heard the sound of a car in the driveway.
I saw the lights and they approached the house before
shutting off. I heard the door open and muffled voices. I
climbed into bed an pretended to be sleeping. After a little
while my door opened and my mom walked in. "Hey little man,
how was today?" she asked. I was very afraid that she had
found out about what I did. "It was ok I guess" I said
hoping that would be the end of the questions. "Well thats
good, sounds like you guys behaved yourselves then."
"Yup" I said. "Ok hun, get some sleep see you tomorrow."
With that she shut the door. I layed there paranoid, did the
babysitter say something, what if they found out, could I
live it down? It was hard to sleep that night, but
eventually, I closed my eyes and nodded off.

PART 12


I remember doing many things for my little sister. Some of them socially risky, sometimes really risky. Sometimes I egged her on just so she would tell me to do something like that, and sometimes I regretted it. After a while, my penchant for risk became a problem for me. My sisters ideas blossomed when I would seed them with bad intentions. Many times I would find myself on the brink of social ruin. One time I had by her command wore a brah and panties under my clothes to school. Another time I let her tie me to a tree outside our house while I wore nothing but a two piece bathing suit. I knew I was becoming a risk to myself, but the question remained. Why did I enjoy it so much?

It became apparent one day just how risky things could get. After purposely disobeying my sister so she would punish me, I got exactly that. "your gonna buy a dress, actually...no, your gonna have mom buy you one!" "Sis no please, thats crazy how could I possibly do that" I said frantically trying to backpedal. "Maybe you shouldn't have skipped doing my chores then, you got me in trouble!" She said. "Please sis, there has to be something else, anything else!" "NO, tomorrow when we go shopping, ask mom for a dress!" my sister ushered me out and slammed the door.

The next day at the department store, my mom, my sister and myself where strolling through the girls section, picking out some new clothes for her. I kept my mouth shut, I didnt plan on saying a thing, how could I? If I so much as hinted at it, my life could come to a halt, I knew it. "hows this one" My mom asked my sister. "I like that one" my sister replied referring to the dress my mom held up for her. That was it, she had everything she needed, time to go, I thought. "Maybe brother wants one too" I heard my sister say smiling as she looked at me. "My mom looked over and then back to the rack. "Hun, I dont think  your brother wants a dress." She said. My sister nodded as if to tell me to say something. I kept quiet. "I dont know, I think he does, I bet he would look cute in one!" "NO" I thought, why, why is she doing this. In that split second I thought back.

"So, what should I do about you, huh? Maybe I should make you wait in the corner for an hour!" "No sis, I have been really bad, I deserve something worse, please!" I remembered all of the times I let my feelings for risk drive me into something bad. Was this my payment, was this where it all leads to. I snapped out of it.

"Why would your brother want a dress, he is a boy, although when he was young sometimes I would put him in a dress." My mother chuckled, so did my sister.  I just sunk down embarrassed. My sister seemed more impatient, nudging me on the arm hard. I looked over to the rack and then down at my feet. "I need to live this down so I now why I shouldn't do this anymore" I thought "It's never gonna stop unless I can convince myself it's not worth it!". I braced myself. "I guess I will take one" I mumbled. "What was that, did you say something" my mom asked. "I, I want a dress!" I blurted it out as quickly as I could! "You...you want a dress, but......." My mom was quiet for a second, then she asked. "Come over here, your sister can watch the cart. "I felt my heart sink, It was like death row and I was walking down this isle of feminine clothing to my brutal end! "Does this have to do with what happened when the babysitter was over last?" My mom asked. I felt frozen. It had been a month and I thought no one knew, I thought I was safe. I cant believe she told my mom! I had to say something, anything! "Um, kinda, no...I dont know" I mumbled. "She said you where wearing your sisters clothes, you let her dress you up right?" "yes, I guess." I didnt want to admit to it. "You guess, are you embarrassed?" My mom asked gently. "Yeah" I said. "Did you want to wear her clothes, is that why your asking now...........are, are you.........." My mom seemed to have a hard time spitting out what she had to say. Finally she sighed. "I guess for now you can have a dress, beacuse you cant wear your sisters clothes youll wear them out. We will talk again when we get home." "Ok mom" I said completely embarrassed. "You can go over to the clearance rack and pick out a...dress"

As I walked over to the rack I felt shaky, weak, terrified with cold shivers down my back. My sister ran up. "What happend? What did she say?" "She said to find a dress" I said staring at the rack. "YES" my sister said quietly and began rummaging through the rack holding them up to me. She finnaly found one she liked the look of and threw it in the cart.

I had a hard time speaking on the way home, and hard time thinking when I got there, I was dumbfounded, scared and shocked that this was in the open. Was my mom mad, or was she disgusted with me like the babysitter was? I hopped I wasnt in trouble, but I guess I wouldn't know tillshe spoke with me. I just hope my dad didnt find out! That was my biggest fear!

PART 13  

It was about 7:00pm when we got home, it was 9:00pm now and I hadn't heard a thing from my mom sense we got home. I just sat in my room, telling myself it's fine, lying to myself... beacuse I really didnt think it was going to be ok. "can they ground me for this" I remember thinking, I smiled, thinking how stupid that sounds... then I snapped back to reality.... I had been outed.

It was almost 9:30 at night when my door opened slowly. My mom stepped inside and shut the door. She pulled up a seat and sat by the bed. I didnt say anything, what could I say to ease the tension, truth be told...nothing. "So, I wanted to talk to you about earlier.." It was clear to me that my mom was having a hard time speaking. "I dont want to sound like I'm telling you it's not ok to...wear girls clothes, your not in trouble.." she said trying to sound sweet about it, but I felt like I was in trouble anyway, like I was in the hot seat. I knew I couldn't tell her the whole truth, maybe she wouldn't ask.

"I know some boys, well they dont...um....how do I say this?" She paused. "Do you feel like you want to be a boy?" My mom said looking down at the ground and back at me. "Yeah" I said "It's ok if...if you dont I, I just want to do whats best for you" she said. "It's not like that mom" I said trying to find the quickest way to diffuse this aqward conversation. "Then, well I guess I am confused......." "Mom, I" Now I too was having difficulty finding the right words. "Sis.....she.....she always wanted a sister, and I was...well I was just trying to be nice." I said feeling embarrassed admitting this to my own mother.  "you did it for your sister?" My mom almost looked relived. "Thats sweet, you where just being a good brother for her!" My mom sounded all mushy about it, so I tried to sound manly. "Well yeah mom, thats what I am here for and...everything." "So, what do yo guys do, play dolls or have tea parties?" "MOM, no, we just talk!" I said embarrassed that talking was actually the least of what she had me doing!

"Ok sweety, ok...you know I think it's nice your doing this for your sister.... if youd like, I dont have any problems with you....dressing up with her, BUT, I want you to have your own clothes, your a boy and youll wear her clothes out!" I cant belive this was happening, my mom was actually FINE with it? "We already bought you new clothes so if you want other clothes, you'll have to buy them with your own money." "Ok mom" "You and your sister can run down to the store around the corner tomorrow and buy a few things before we have to go in town, that way... well your father wont find out." "Please make sure he dosent find out mom!" "Dont worry, I understand, I wont say anything." She said sympathetically. "Well, now that we got that settled, are you gonna try on your new dress?" My mom smiled. "I...I will, dont worry." I said blushing. "Your too embarrassed to show your mom what you look like, ok, well I guess it can wait." My mom walked to the door. "Night hun." "Goodnight Ma" I said as she shut the door.

"What just happened" I said as my heart slowed down. I fell back into my bed, not knowing if I should feel at peace beacuse that was one less person I had to worry about finding out, or embarrassed, that now even my own mom new my secret!

PART 14

I cant lie, I did feel strange the next day, at breakfast, mulling around the house, avoiding my mom and my sister to some extent. I guess I didnt know how to react at the fact that my mom knew, or thought  she new and..well that it was supposed to be normal again. I guess nothing about theses events where ever normal by the definition.

As I set out with my sister into town, clutching my hard earned money to go buy of all things, girls clothing, I couldnt help but stow some of these uneasy feelings, as one predominant one emerged..excitement. It was never the thought of being in the clothes that excited me, but the fear of being there buying them, owning them, hiding it from others. It was always bitter sweet. I had so many questions racing through my mind, but as we got closer to town, they all faded away behind a curtain of anxiety and pure adrenaline!

"So what did mom say to you?" My sister asked inquisitively, her eyes a shimmer with curiosity. "She said it was ok" I responded, trying not to think about it. "Ok...OK, that's it?" I guess my sis had hoped for a more juicy details...but I knew, the devil is always in the details. "I told her we where just playing and.." "and she will let you wear girls clothes, your not in trouble?" she interjected. "No, no..why would I be?" I couldn't quite grasp where this was going. "well, that kind of defeats the purpose dosent it" my sister giggled. "What, how do you figure that?" My sisters smile was ominous, but how could I have possibly deserved trouble for what I did? "If you remember, I wanted you to ask her beacuse you WHERE in trouble!" My sisters snide remark brought me back, made me remember. "oh shit" I said under my breath. "So you do remember...hmm, so if your not in trouble then I guess you need a new punishment!" "Sis, It was so hard to talk to mom about this, please, that should count as my punishment!" "I dont think so!" she was quick to interrupt. I was originally going to give you a slap on the wrist, YOUR the one who begged me to punish you harder, and you just said yourself that you didnt get in trouble!"

Her reasoning was sound, she was simply not gonna let this go, and I knew this side of her was a monster of my own creation! "please sis, I already have to buy these clothes.." "THAT'S A REWARD!" my sister shouted. "I thought you liked doing this?" she said more annoyed than anything. "Sis, it's not like that honest I do enjoy.." "Just shut up ok!" she said sharply as we walked on. "Maybe this is just a big joke to you, but I enjoy it when you dress up and play with me, and I only punish you when you break your promises." she said more somberly. "your the one asking for me to punish you more, I do it beacuse you wanted me to and now your mad at me!"

 She was right, she was right. I never stopped and thought what I was putting her through with all this. She was confused and I had made it that way. "sis, i think i have some explaining to do." I motioned toward a log on the side of the road and we sat down. It was hard for me to say the truth, my motives, it sounded bad, even to me...very selfish. I could see she was hurting though, to her this was more than a game, this was more than a friendship, this was personal a relationship with a high degree of sensitivity. She deserved the truth. "The reason... the reason I ask you to do bad stuff to me is, well it's exciting sometimes.." I said as I looked down in shame. "exciting, how?" my sister asked, still not understanding. "well, I get this feeling, I cant describe it... it makes me feel good to do risky things, like risking getting caught wearing girls clothes or risk giving you pictures of me to send to your friends."

 "so....that's why you do this with me?" "No, not entirely, that's not it. Back when we first started, i did it for that reason... then it got out of hand and when you got mad at me it was beacuse of that reason I didn't resist when you did what you did...but then I saw you where....sad and I wanted to make things better.... but...but I cant lie...I have been asking for punishments that are far worse, so I can feel like that." "so that's why.... but what about the other times, you know, when you kissed my bottom, you said you like it, but that's not risky?" I felt like she had been dwelling on those moments." "It is, but....that's not why I liked that." She was looking at me, the sun was lighting her face up, with those eyes...damn! why did she have to ask..... what could I say.....should I say it? "why do you like it?" she asked again. "beacuse....beacuse.....sis....." I dont know what came over me then, I cant explain it, I just let loose all at once.. "beacuse your cute sis and I like you" "you, think I'm cute, how cute?" she said blushing slightly, but with an air of confusion." "sis, your the cutest girl In school, but you know, I'm not supposed to think that, your not supposed to think your sisters cute." I added embarrassed to the highest degree, blushing and hiding my face behind my hands.

"so, you like, like me...like a girlfriend?" "No, no, I mean..kinda but not." "your attractive and you make me feel good.." "so you feel like I feel when I'm with my boyfriend, or...when i make you take off your clothes and put on panties." She giggled slightly. I couldn't believe it, she felt...the same way? " "yes, I think so" I said. "It's not a bad feeling, it feels really good, and just beacuse your my brother and i'm your sister dosent make that bad right?" "other people think it does." I added. "well it's not, you know, like where.....together....dong it." she pointed out. "No, no I would never, we would never, where just playing!" I said. "uh huh" my sister said smiling. "but.." my sister said. "I dont like it that your using me, asking for punishments like that." "It may make you feel good but I get confused, dont do that anymore ok!" "ok sis I wont" "If I want to punish you like that i will do it, you dont have to tell me!" "your right sis" "I know I am!" she said.

"now as a reward for being honest with me, what would you like, a day off from cleaning my room?" she asked. "um...well, actually.." I stammered. "what is it?" I wanted to ask, I toyed with the idea..I finally gathered the courage! "I want a kiss!" I said blushing, staring into that cute face of hers. "you want me to kiss you, awwww" she said blushing. "are you sure, I have girl germs" she teased. I nodded. She leaned in slowly, staring into my eyes. here soft full lips glistening in the sun. She closed her eyes and pressed her lips to mine, giving me a small sweet little kiss. "there you go!" she said giggling. she grabbed my hand. Well, we better get going, we have to pick you up some clothes. "yeah, we dont want to be late, we still have to go into town later" I said. "oh, but dont think your off the chain brother, I mean sister, your still in big trouble!" She half smiled and led me by the hand. Was she joking abut being in trouble... At any rate, I was so relived to have that off my chest. This was a new kind of feeling, one of relief...and it was so very very nice!

PART 15

It's the smell that tells you, tells you your at the woman's clothing store. Maybe it's the perfume counter near by, or maybe it's a warning to normal guys that they have strayed into a no mans land. For me, the smell sent shivers down my spine, beacuse in this place, this very public place, i was about to shop, for clothes of my own.

We walked into the store, ladies here, girls there and racks upon racks of clothes as far as the eyes could see. "this is gonna be fun" my sister said smiling. Of course i wouldn't say I was feeling very happy at the moment, the talk was nice, getting that off my chest was a huge relief, but there was something about openly showing this side of me in public, it was unnerving.

"Where should we start?" my sister asked. "um, i don't know I've never really done this before." I said. "What go clothes shopping" my sister said sarcastically. "No, go shopping for GIRLS clothes" I said meekly. "well, hmm, lets start form the inside out so we know how you'll look!" my sister said grabbing my arm and leading me into the labyrinth of shelves, racks and carts.

Soon we arrived towards the back end of the store. Two isles filled with shelves and racks of women's underwear lined the place. Other ladies where rummaging through them and I felt out of place being there, though I was curious which one of the million pairs of underwear would I have to buy? "So, what kind do you want?" my sister asked smiling while holding her arm toward the racks. "kind" I asked confused. "Duh, there are different KINDS of underwear, like bikinis and..." she started to giggle "thongs" she muddered barely able to contain herself. "Um, i'll just take the kind you have" I said blushing, trying not to see if the other shoppers where hearing this embarrassing conversation. "ok, they're over here." We walked a few racks down and found a bunch of undies on a rack that where similar to my sisters underwear at home.

My sis motioned me to check them out, so I did. Most of them where simple colors with basic print, I kept moving them aside. Suddenly I came across one pair in particular. I had not got to them yet, just seen them out of the corner of my eye. They where extremely feminine. They had pony's on them and they where a very vivid pink with white lace. I felt that feeling again, the idea came to me. "What if I bought these... they are so girly, no man would ever where these...what if I get caught?" I started to get nearer. I could feel a sensation deep down, I was getting turned on by the risk of it. The panties where closer, my sister was anxious to continue. "I shouldn't, I shouldn't" I said to myself. Finlay, I passed them, continuing on almost to the end. The feeling stuck with me, even when I decided not to, nagging at me. "Will you pick a pair already" my sister said growing impatient. I stopped......then in one motion, reached back and grabbed those girly underwear handing them to my sister. "These?" my sister asked smiling and chuckling. "y...yes sis" "I wouldn't even wear these, they are to girly even for me!" my sister pointed out dropping them in the basket. "Grab the bra too!" she said as I picked it up and put it with the panties. "I guess you really like being....a sissy dont you bro?" I didnt answer. She turned around and grabbed some white stockings, then we moved on.

"Dress or skirt?" my sister asked. "skirt I responded" having thought about that answer already on the way here. "well we gotta get something that goes with the underwear, so something really girly!" my sister said moving to a rack of purple flannel type skirts. She held one up, it had squares of pink and purple with a silver chain that had a kitten on the end around the waist. "This will do." she said not even asking my opinion. The shirts where done very quickly too, with her picking out a purple shirt with tiny white lace around the neck and arms.

"almost done" she said as we neared the shoes. We looked them over, my sister was looking at shoes for herself, but seeing as how I didnt know much about girls footwear, she finally came over with a box and said to "try these on!" Black shoes with an open top and a strap with a clip that had a heart on it. I tried them on while hiding behind some boxes. "do they fit?" my sis asked. "yeah they do." I replied. Shortly after we grabbed the shoes my sister had me take a seat on a bench as she went to grab a few more things.

I looked in the basket, a feeling of dread, excitement and the unknown filling me. When she returned she had socks, a hairband and a small kit of makeup. "You'll have to learn how to use this, but don't worry I'll teach you" she said grinning. Ok let's check out.

We approached the line, and the people in front of me had just finished up. An attractive young lady older than I was ran the counter. I handed my stuff to my sister but she handed it back. "I'm not buying it, you are!" "But sis" I said as the checkout lady said "hi guys, how are you today?" "F-Fine thanks" I said as I approached the counter redder than I ever had been before. I put the clothes on the counter. "she has you doing her shopping huh" The lady at the counter said nodding sympathetically and giggling. I was relived, she thought I was shopping for my sister. Just then I felt an elbow in my side, it hurt. I winced. I looked back to see my sister staring at me, and pointing at the checkout lady. I knew what that meant...I knew.....oh damn did I know. I looked back at the lady and then at the counter and said. "No..actually this is for me." "Oh" she said smiling slightly as I looked up. "well it bet it will look great on you!" she said grinning, still wringing up the items. I was sooo relived she didn't think I was weird, or at-least so much as I could tell, but I was still shaking. "he will" my sister replied to her.

"Ok guys thats 45.00!" I grabbed for the wallet as I tried to handle the sticker shock. "There goes my new game" I thought to myself. "Oh, and dont forget these!" my sister said putting a pair of jeans on the counter. As the lady at the counter wrung them up, I saw they costed 35.00! Ok that's 73.68. I reluctantly turned over all but a few dollars of my hard earned cash as we grabbed the bags, thanked the checkout lady and left.

"I didn't know I was getting those jeans" I said to my sister as we walked to the parking lot. "They arnt for you, they are for me, a thank you from you to me for being such a nice sister, and as partial punishment too." "Oh", i said looking down the road that leads home. Well I guess I deserved it then right?" I said still a little mad inside. "Yup, but dont worry, you can make the rest up to me next week when you buy me these nice shoes in there, they are like 60 bucks!" I felt my heart sink as we walked on... but then I thought. I need this, a real punishment that isnt fun...so I can learn whats right and stop myself from going overboard again...or at-least so I thought. "sis" I said. "yeah what now" she said expecting me to argue with her. "I saw another pair of shoes in there, they where more expensive, around 85.00 dollars... I would like to buy you those." I said stopping to look at her, "Really? she said in a high pitched voice, I really wanted those!" "WAIT, your not trying to make your punishment worse like you did before are you!" she sounded angry. "No sis, I want to do this for you, as a gift.....I'm sorry." "She stepped over and gave me a hug... "ok, then I guess you can buy them for me."

We walked on, towards home, my future always uncertain, but at-least my sister was pleased.

PART 16

We where nearing home, I clutched the bag of clothes firmly in my hands. I was thinking of trying to sneak in the back, I knew my sis wouldn't stand for it though. Honestly I was worried. My mom had given me permission to buy these clothes, but what I had done was a little more than what she would have imagined. The clothes I bought where dripping with sissyness. I didn't think about it seriously before, but it was evident now that I may have done it again, made things worse off for me to a much greater extent than i had imagined.

I was honestly more worried about my dad being home. He was supposed to leave for work soon, we would just miss him and I wanted it that way. If he ever found out about this, I didn't know what I would do. I know my secret was safe with mom, she had always had my best interests in mind and my sister wouldn't ruin this thing we had going together. Only by some sheer failure on my part could it, or would it ever be revealed. I was bound and determined to make sure that didn't happen!

As we entered the home stretch, I could see the house. My fathers car was gone and I drew a sigh of relief. I could see the door open, my mom hauled out a trash bag and looked over, waving at us. As she  slipped back inside I wrestled with my nerves. My sister was pulling ever tighter on my arm, dragging me towards my uncertain future.

"Hey mom where back!" my sister shouted out towards the back of the house. "Ok" I heard my mom say in reply. I went to head towards my room as I felt a tug on my wrist. My sisters grip locked around my wrist as she pulled me towards the kitchen.

My mother came down the hall and with a smile asked. "Ok, what did you get, let me see!" My sister ripped the bag from me and handed it to her. As my mom took the clothes from the bag and set the on the counter, I could see the surprise and slight confusion in her eye. I knew she was asking herself why I picked such girly clothes. "Did your sister pick these for you?" she asked staring at the shirt and skirt, then looking at the panties. I didnt reply, neither did sis. "your wearing girls underwear too I see, It's fine I just didnt know or think..." she droned off. I looked away saying "I picked them out myself mom" "oh, ok, I mean of course you did, it was your decision after-all.."

 My mom  wasn't mad, not disgusted, but she was definitely puzzled. I imagine that she thought she had not gotten the whole truth from me when we talked last. "I never figured you would like this kind of stuff...you know pink and purple...hearts." "Is there any particular reason why?" she asked. "no, mom, It was.... the cheapest things they had, I didn't want to spend all my money!" I lied as I started to feel like I was in an interrogation room. "Honey, it's ok, if you like this kind of thing that's fine, just...dont be afraid to talk with me about it ok?" "Ok" I said trying to once again end this aqward conversation.

"Now, did you try these clothes on at the store?" my mom asked. "No, i didn't" I admitted. "Well then, go to the bathroom and put them on, I want to see if they fit right!" my mom said. "But mom" I whined. "Listen young man, I'm doing this for you, I'm sure your not familiar with ladies clothes and there is a size difference!" I had no choice, I slipped off to the bathroom and shut the door.

Standing there alone looking out the small bathroom window, I felt weak kneed and very nervous. Looking down into the bag, seeing the colors, the shapes and smelling the smell. I was about to do something that I never in a hundred years imagined doing. I slipped off my clothes. My naked body felt a little chill, but maybe that was just nerves making me shiver. I grabbed the panties, the soft smooth fabric making me awestruck as it climbed up my legs. It fit so secure around my body, hugging every inch. then the stockings came next, with a whole other feeling of security, but at the same time feeling bare. The skirt was now before me. I put my feet in and started to slide it up. A waft of air rose with the skirt and my almost naked legs and groin, covered only by a small piece of fabric felt liberated yet exposed in the wake of cool air.

The bra came next, struggling slightly I finally managed to clasp it in the back. The straps holding tight around my shoulders, a small wad of toilet paper in each cup making the forms not lie so flat on my chest, but not bulge either. The shirt fit snugly, and hung tightly to my body, seamlessly matching the skirt. The shoes where next, topping the outfit off for the most part, making a little click when I walked. I looked in the mirror, and what I saw wasn't a boy at all. Unlike my sisters clothes that never fit, these clothes truly blended my boyish looks into a now more feminine looking exterior. With my hair now grown out farther, I was shocked to see that.....I looked rather convincing. I heard a knock on the door. "you fall in?" my sister mocked. "I'm just getting ready" I replied in a shaky tone. "well hurry up, me and mom want to see!" "I'm gong as fast as I can!" I replied. Truth was, I was taking my time Because beyond that door lie something Of an unknown, a wild blue, a twilight zone of proportions I had never imagined. I never thought this would happen....it was about to though and there wasn't anything I could do to get out of it. I slowly unlocked the door, and turned the knob!

PART 17

I was so close, close to turning that nob, close to opening that door, close to showing my sister and my mother just how girly I looked. I knew I had to come out, if I didnt, I would just make things more complicated.

I grasped the door and twisted the nob. I could hear the click of the tumbler as it fell out of place. The door creaked open as I put one stocking'ed leg out and then slowly slid into the hallway. My sister was all giddy with pleasure as she motioned me down the hall. As I got to the entrance there stood my mother with a hand over her mouth, clearly trying to hide her smirk and laughter.

"mom, cmon" I said embarrassed as she tried to contain herself. "I'm sorry, you look so cute, he's cute isnt he?" my mom asked my sister. "Yeah, he looks so pretty!" she retorted. "He sure does". I was blushing and trying not to acknowledge them. "well, it looks like they fit alright, You should probably wear them for awhile, to get used to them." my mom said starting to grin again. I didnt say anything, I just looked at my sister and we walked to the living room.

It was becoming quite apparent that my mom was starting to warm up to this thing that was going on. She looked like she was kind of enjoying watching me stand there all decked out in a skirts and shoes. Maybe she had always wanted another little girl like my sister. All I knew was even after coming out of the bathroom, just sitting in the living room like this made me nervous. I couldn't concentrate on the TV, I couldn't stop watching the door, making sure that if at any moment someone entered I could dart for my room.

"Sis" I said. "could we go to your room please?" I asked. "I want to watch this, just wait till it's over." she said half paying attention to me. "Please!" I begged. She picked up the remote and switched off the TV. "Fine, you really want to go to my room?" she asked. "Yes please" I said enthusiastically. "Ok, well just remember, you wanted to." "What?" I asked confused by what she meant. "Nothing my sister said as we walked back to her room."

We where hanging out in her room for a while, the whole time I was fixated on something. I tried to ignore it, but the feeling of arousal when I thought about it was driving me crazy. Finally, I got the nerve to ask her. "sis, I dont want to like bug you or anything but....I was wondering if maybe..." I trailed off having a hard time asking for it. "Maybe what?" my sister said smirking. "If, if.....If I can give you a little kiss....on, your backside?" "My sister laughed and then rolled her eyes. "You mean my butt, you want to kiss my butt again" she said teasing me. I blushed and nodded. "I dont know, I dont think you deserve that." she said still teasing me. "You have to do something for me first!"

"Ok, sis, anything!" I said enthused. She looked around her room, then got up and went over to a hamper in the corner. she rummaged through it and came back with something in her hands. "This is an old pair of underwear I haven't washed yet, it's the ones I wear to gym." she said smirking. You can kiss my butt IF you......hmmm... if you give these nasty underwear a lick..actually, you have to lick the clean!" she said laughing evilly. I looked at the underwear and I was no longer enthused. "eww, thats really nasty" I said droning off. "I know, and you have to do it!" she commanded.

She came over to me dangling the underwear in front of me. I grasped them in between my fingers and held them a little closer. Her scent was emanating from these panties. I didnt like the idea of this, but I really liked the idea of the reward. I knew the smell wasnt that bad, but I had to taste them, I didnt like that idea one bit. "Go on!" my sister prodded. I began to move them closer. The fabric getting bigger, her scent stronger. the fabric touched my nose, it felt damp. I spread the it apart, revealing the crotch of the panties, I could see that spot had been nestled into her precious places as she worked out in gym and played with her friends. I brunt the crotch closer and shut my eyes. I opened my mouth and touched the panties to my tongue running them up the crotch, not enjoying the taste one bit. ten, eleven, twelve times and my tongue had dampened the underwear and my sister was satisfied.

The whole time her giggling was in my head, Now she was treating me like I had cooties. "eeeewwww, I cant believe you did that!" she said hiding behind her pillow. "I didnt want too!" I said back trying to defend myself. I threw the underwear at her. "hahahaha, you missed" she teased as she slipped off the bed and walked over to me. "well, I guess you did do it, so I suppose you can kiss my butt, but it's still nasty that you like to kiss girls butts!" she said teasing me some more. I knew it wasnt normal, but honestly I couldn't control how I felt, I just wanted to.

My sister knelt over her bed, her panties showing under her clothes. "Um, how long can I, you know?" "How long did you think?" she said snottily. "Um, a couple minutes?" I said hopefully. "What, it's just a kiss!" she said. "Oh, ok" I murmured. "wait!" she stopped me. "I'll let you kiss it for 2 minutes, BUT" she paused. "I want to sit on your face while you do!" I wasn't sure about this anymore, she had a habit of making my head hurt when given the opportunity to sit on it. I also didnt want to have licked her dirty underwear for nothing, so finally I just gave up and said, "Ok"

She lifted herself off the bed as I went and laid down on it. I was staring straight up at her while she was looking down on me. Her panties hugging every curve, slowly started to descend. I could hear her giggling as her butt grew larger the closer she got. My view was almost obscured when I felt her body start to press down on my head. All of her weight centered on me as my nose drove into the crease in her butt and my mouth rested directly under her. Breathing was restricted and the weight was quite heavy despite her small size. Despite the circumstances I was starting to get worked up. I felt so good, something more than anything else I had ever felt, I became aroused, the feeling of the panties, the smell of my sister and all of a sudden, I felt a wetness.

I eased my body calming myself down and I lay there under her until she finally got up. "What have I done?" I asked myself as I lay there in the aftermath. I felt conflicted but what should I do. I started to wonder how far down the rabbit hole could go.

PART 18

It's a weird feeling, forbidden extacy. Something against the norm that one might take pleasure in. Knowing you shouldn't, but being drawn in, the feeling of her hands takes you and pulls you closer. What I wouldn't do for her, that's the thought that scared me. The other question, could I stop myself from being my own worst nightmare.

Earlier that day I was lost in a feeling of euphoria, partaking in something of a forbidden act. Now I lay conflicted, questioning my morals, questioning our morals. I was loving the thought, the thought that we could have fun like this, that it was just innocent fun and nothing more. But even then I never imagined that it would have gone so far that I would be aroused by the things we did to such an overwhelming extent. Was it right, was any of it right....there was no answer, no answer that calmed me. "I guess if it feels right" I thought to myself... "and as long as we both agree"... "Then I shouldn't be worried about how others think, they wont ever now anyway!"

The next morning I went to talk with my sister about everything. I wanted to hear her say that it was ok, if anything, just to make me feel better. "Sis?" I said as I opened her door slightly. She turned and looked at me with a smile. "Hi sleepy head!" she said pointing out my ruffled hair. I grinned. "can I talk to you?" "Sure" she said motioning me to come sit down. She was combing her hair, long locks of soft silky strands, she looked to me, "what do you want to talk about?" she said inquisitively. "I wanted to ask you, if, well if what we do is ok with you?" I said. "I told you last time it was ok." she replied. "I, I know, but I feel like, maybe you dont understand...um, kinda how I feel and...um" I had a hard time explaining this, trying not to be blunt about it. "The way you feel?" she asked. "Yeah" I said. "Do you mean yesterday, when I sat on you?" She had a warn smile, it eased me a little. "Yes" I said humbly. "I know why you like it." she paused. "I mean, I'm cute, and your a boy, and even though i'm your sister...you still want too, you know, have fun like that....but you think that's weird right?" She seemed to know everything I was thinking, it was relived in a way to hear her say it.

"yeah" I said. "I'm not stupid you know, I know things" she said smirking. "I'm your sister, but I'm also your friend, and friends play, we just play a little differently if that makes sense. It's not like we are really, well you know... and, well if we feel like it's fun, and I think you do..and I definitely have fun, then we shouldn't worry about it so much, right?" I was shocked, she was so clear about it, like she had it all figured out. "Right" I answered.

"Sis" I asked. "Can I have a hug?" She smiled, "Sure you can!" With a smile she wrapped her arms around me, and I started to feel better. She was only a year younger than me, but I felt like she was wiser in that moment, mostly beacuse she seemed to have everything put together, and I was the wreck. It was reassuring to know that she felt the same way though. "I'll let you get ready sis" I said standing up. "actually, sit over here, I'll comb your bed hair out!" she said with a giggle.

 I sat down in front of her as she began to comb my hair. "Just lean back a little" she said, my body leaning back on hers slightly. "She was warm and gentle, I almost fell asleep as her embrace relaxed me. "There you go, that's much better!" she said as I yawned and looked over saying "Thanks" with a smile. "No problem my sister said with a smirk, I'll talk to you later!" I walked out and shut the door. "She seems so much more mature!" I thought to myself walking down the hall. I was just amazed, and relived, I felt so much better. "Um, well that's cute!" my mom said as I entered the living room. "Huh, what is?" I asked. "That bow in your hair!" my mom laughed. "The what!?" I said caught off guard. "That little bow, it's adorable!" she said using that babyish tone. I felt my head. Sure enough, I must of dozed off while my sister attached a small hair clip with a bow in my hair. I felt embarrassed slightly, then blushed and removed it. "Well, she may be more mature, but she's definatley still devious!" I thought as I put the clip in my pocket and walked out the door. 

PART 19

Time went on, weeks in and weeks out, a relative calm over the fiery coals of our new found fun, a togetherness we never experienced before, a bonding of two individuals who just a short while ago where so very different.

Sometimes it was easy to forget it wasn't a dream, a fantasy in my head, it sure felt like one. Some days I would wonder whether it was real, how far things have gone, and the things we did down that winding road,  Our experiences like houses lining the street, holding within the memories of innocence and playfulness. those experiences that where shaping us, molding us into new people, with new ambitions and a new found interest....no, love in each other.

Still we had to be vigilant, father never knew, and my mother only knew but a fraction of the truth, what we did behind closed doors and the games we played where still a secret and we both agreed to keep it that way, sealed up in a vault of   devotion, if only to continuing what we had in-inadvertently started. Maybe though, maybe there was another reason...

The summer passed by as quickly as it seemed to emerge, changes like the ones that happened every year started anew. The cold air, the smell of dried leaves and the sight of schools preparing for the waves of students, it marked the time of year where things where just a little bit colder, and life was just a little bit more complicated. Most importantly though was  a change for me and my sister, one that would be much like a waltz, carefully side stepping the obstacles blocking our way in a hope to maintain what we had, but who could guess how things would play out in the halls and homes of school and friends. I think the pressure and the anxiety of not knowing was starting to get to my sister. I for one felt it gnawing at me at when I tried to sleep and laid awake pondering my future. I only could hope for the best.

"I really dont want to go back" my sister moaned as she sat at a little desk in her room shoving school supplies recklessly in her new backpack. "yeah I agree, but it isn't like we can just choose not to go, we have to, so there is no sense complaining about it!" "Who is complaining?" my sister said snarling. "I believe you where." I replied. "Watch it bro or you'll be sorry, I think a picture of you in a dress on the inside of my locker would be real cute!" she warned, looking back smiling deviously. "Well I guess I better keep quiet then" I said smiling back to her.

There was a long pause and everything was so quiet. My sister looked to the floor, a question brewing in her eyes, a look of anxiety written in the expression on her face, but a fleeting one, ever so brief. "What will happen to us?" she asked. "What do you mean sis?" "I mean us, the fun we have, all the time we spend together, I mean friends and school and ugg...  homework... will we still have fun right, are you still gonna be like a big sister to me?" She asked sincerely. I smiled reassuringly, "I dont plan on changing any of that, we will always have each other!" My sister looked to the floor. "It's never what you plan on that makes things turn out badly, it's what you dont!" she replied.

I walked over and sat down next to her, wrapping my arms around her and giving her a kiss on her forehead. "you shouldn't worry so much, we will still have fun...mater affect, lets have a little now!" I said raising her spirit as she smelled and stood up. "Well, what should we do?" she asked. "Well I dont know sis, is there anything that you want to do?" My sister thought to herself, deviously, looking at me from the corner of her eye, trying not to smile. "well first things first, we need to get you into some nicer clothes!" she said happily. "Sis, dads home, I dont think I can right now" My sister held a finger to my lips shushing me. "Then you'll just have to make do with a bra and panties wont you?" She snuck out the door and made her way to my room.

I waited in her room on the bed thinking about what she had said. Will things really be different? I couldn't possibly know, but to be honest, a part of me hoped there would be some changes, not everything was perfectly conceived between us, some of the changes and constant attention my sister needed and desired was hard to handle, draining really and hard to balance, like two Identities that I had to juggle. I loved to see her happy, but I couldn't make myself miserable either, I needed some time off.

My sister walked back through the door clutching my panties and a bra. "very sneaky sis" I said as she put her head up in triumph. "Ok, slip those on" she said as I quickly pulled them on, instantly feeling girlish as they kept snug to my body. even after all these times, dressing like this gave me such a thrill, the danger factor always enticing. "hmm, well what now?" I said.  "How about we go outside?" "But" "But what bro?" "well, I dont want to get caught!" "Wearing panties under your clothes?" my sister said making me sound like a moron. "what about the bra?" I said. "what about it, it's hidden, so lets go!" she demanded grabbing my hand.

The air was noticeably chilly, leaves had started to fall to the ground, in the yard towards the back, large piles where stacked high waiting to be bagged. There was a clearness this time of year, along with the refreshing sent of nature, the air seemed more luscious, more clear and breathable. "I have an idea" my sister said as we made our way to the back of the lawn. She took me there behind the shed and behold, there was a giant leaf pile, almost as tall as we where. She let go of my hand and smiled at me. The suddenly reaching to her waist she started pulling up her shirt. Was she really...getting undressed out here....outside? Her shirt came out, exposing her bra, covering her breasts, her body so perfect and petite, her cheeks red, face blushing. Then she reached down and undid her pants, dropping them to her ankles and setting them to the side. Her panties snug her womanly parts, fitting around the curves so sensually. she smiled at me, looking me straight in the eye, before turning around and leaping into the leaves, landing softly on them smiling and giggling. "come on in" she teased throwing a few leaves at me. "Um, ok" I said shyly as the fear I loved and obsessed over filled me.

My adrenaline pumped as I tore off my clothes, revealing the bra and panties, letting that chill wind sweep across my bare body. I looked towards the pile and leaped in. landing next to my sister as I moved some leaves from on top me and looked at her. She giggled and was also very red, I'm sure I was too. Her eyes where so beautiful, pools of crystal that you could get lost in. I found it hard to look away, then the wind blew. "It's so cold" I said quietly shivering a little. "here, I'll warm you up" she said as she moved right up to me, taking her arms and pulling herself close. our body's met and her warmth was mine and my warmth was hers as we embraced each other in that open world, in that cool breeze, un-hindered by the fear of being caught, just us in that moment without the cares of the world. "everything's gonna be ok" my sister said looking at me, eyes gleaming "I know it will be" I said........I hoped it would.

PART 20

The first day back to school, always something I dreaded. I didn't like change, at least major ones, they always played havoc on my sense of security. I knew that all too well as the summer had shown me that I was right to be cautions when changes arise. All to suddenly things can change for the worse.

I was packing my things away, almost ready to step out the door. My sister walked into the living room, dressed up real nice for her first day of school. She looked cute, in a small skirt and tight little top, her full lips glistening and her hair flowing out like long beautiful locks of silk. Her step was confident, she was smiling, the prior weeks anxiety about school and us seemed to melt away more and more as the hour approached.

"Ok kids, you better head down to the bus, you dont want to miss it!" My mom said as we grabbed our bags, waved good bye and headed out the door. A chill wind greeted us on the other side, it felt ominous to me. "Are you ready?" my sister said as I looked back at her. "yeah" I said meekly as we headed for the bus stop. As we walked down the road she moved on ahead as I walked slowly behind her, in no hurry to reach the bus or school for that matter.

We where almost there, at the top of a small hill where the bus would stop to take us to school. a strong gust blew, ruffling my sisters skirt, raising it up, giving me full view of her underwear. White fabric, contoured and perfectly fit. "I cant focus on this stuff today" I said to myself looking away. "I have school to deal with, that's gotta come first!"

It was a short while before I heard the whine of the buses desile engine down the road. Suddenly the stop was lit by familiar lights on the large yellow buss as it grinded to a halt, opening it's double doors. We stepped forward and went inside. There where rows upon rows of seats and thankfully we where one of the first stops on the way to school witch meant we could get the seats we wanted. I followed my sister down the isle, drawing closer and closer to the back. I saw her move to the right and take a seat. I sat down in the adjacent seat on the other side of the isle, I looked over to my sister and what I saw sent a shiver down my spine.

My sisters friend from summer, the one at the house that spent time agonizing me with my sister was sitting next to her, both girls grinning at me. "hi" she said to me ominously. "hi" I said embarrassed to have been recognized by her. The bus continued on. It was a long ride to school, but I barely noticed. I tried to listen to what the girls where saying, even though I tried not to show it. "so, is he going to do your homework" "you have him buying your clothes?" "he does anything you want?" My sisters friend was getting all excited, apparently listening to my sisters stories of my obedience to her. In the eyes of her friend, my sister wanted to look powerful, and truth be told, she wasn't lying. Eventually I just slumped down and waited for the bus to pull into the school.

The day started off with classes here and there, all boring and only a few rotten teachers giving day 1 homework. Finally when lunch came around I got to get outside and try to enjoy an hour away from class. As I walked out the doors I saw my sister and her friend on the benches, the ones I always sat on. They where my usual spot, away from the cafeteria and most of the other students. "He's here" my sisters friend said excitedly. "Hi sis" my sister said smiling at me, both girls laughed. I just stood there looking at the ground. "Dont be shy, come have a seat" my sister said patting the bench motioning me to sit in between the both of them. I reluctantly sat down, a girl on either side, both looking at me.

"So, I hear your gonna have allot of homework to do" my sisters friend said mockingly. "with cleaning your sisters room, and doing her laundry and, oh yeah, buying her clothes, you gonna be really busy!" she teased. "He knows what happens if he dosent" my sister added. I was shocked, my sisters attitude was 100% different. She wasn't as sweet as she had been for the last half of summer. I thought we had made allot of progress. "if he dosent do what you say, you should make him dress like a girl and go to school!" her friend said evilly. that's when it hit me, she's with her friends, at school, this isnt home, where not alone, this changes everything. "or maybe you can beat him up with you butt again!" both girls laughed.

"Maybe we should show him what we mean!" my sisters friend said giggling. "Ok" my sister said rummaging through her bag.

I just sat there, quietly, looking at the ground, my feelings twisted, "this is bad, move, do something, say something" I said to myself. I felt both their hands on each one of my wrists. Then my sister knelt on top of me and took out her lip color. I shut my eyes, I didnt move, I just didnt want to think about it as I felt it run across my lips, both girls giggling. The bell rang. "I gotta run, I'll see you later" my sisters friend called to her. "Ok, ill be in there in a minute!" my sister replied. I opened my eyes. She smiled, then leaned down and gave me a small kiss on the lips. she giggled and got off of me, standing up and walking away proudly. I took my hand and rubbed off the color. I felt something again I had not felt in a while. True fear, not arousing fear, but plain, cold terrifying fear.

PART 21

IT wasn't long before the school day was over. Amidst the usual schoolyard drama, one thing weighed heavily on my mind. I was thinking about what had happened earlier and I was trying to convince myself that I needed to lay down some ground rules. I kept telling myself that I could stop this at any time, that the only one deciding my fate was me. I looked down the rows of seats on the bus, my sister giggling in her seat, her cuteness radiating, and then I shook my head. "That girls gonna ruin me" I said under my breath.

As the bus screeched to a stop atop the hill, my sister and I jumped off and started our walk home. "That wasnt too bad of a day" my sister said obviously relived. "I dont know, whatever" I said as I shrugged. "whats a wrong with you now?" she asked. "Nothing.." I thought about it a little, as we walked, I felt upset. I looked over to my sister and said... "I thought you where gonna be a little nicer to me, I buy you clothes, I clean your room, I do dumb stuff so you'll laugh, I....." My sister cut me off. "What are you talking about....earlier with my friend is that it? So what if we where a little mean, me and her are having some fun with you, big deal...." I started to get angry. " My sister walked on, not saying a word.

Later that night as I watched tv, my sister came out and asked me to come to her room. I got up, not really wanting to as my sister disappeared behind her door. I walked through her door as she sprang out and delivered a violent kick to my groin. "serves you right" she said as I lay there crumpled over in pain. "Open your legs" my sister demanded. "no" I said laying on the floor. "do it or ill kick something else" she said. I went to get up, and in that moment of defenselessness, she kicked me again, hitting my groin, bringing tears to my eyes. "stop!" i yelled as I lay down on the ground.

"Why, you dont like it? you taught me to do this kind of stuff and be mean to you....and you deserve it too!" she said as she walked over and took a seat on my back, straddling me with both legs. The pain still rippled through my body. "Please dont, please dont kick me" I asked wincing from the pain. "Then stop complaining about me and my friends!" She said commandingly. "Ok, ok, I wont!" I said as I felt her stand up. "good....now, do as I say and I wont hurt you anymore...right after this....open your legs!" she said seriously. I looked at her, I rolled over and sat up, and then slowly, reluctantly I spread my legs, as my sister towered over me, smiling.....she pulled back her foot and stepped on my groin. She was putting her weight behind it and I gritted my teeth. "I want you to tell me how lucky you are to have such a nice sister!" she demanded. I immediately said. "I am so happy and lucky to have the nicest sister in the whole world!" It was hard to say, but in hopes of relief I uttered it quickly.

 I felt her foot pull back. I looked up and she turned around. "good boy!" she said sounding like she was talking to a dog. "as a reward, you can kiss my butt!" She brung her butt close to my face. "go on, kiss it...what you dont want to?" In fact I didnt, I just wanted to go to my room. "Kiss it or I will kick you again!" she said aggravated. I looked at her butt, put my face close and gave it a kiss. my sister giggled as she moved away. "now, i think it's time you cleaned my room, it's really dirty...oh and do my laundry too! she said as she pulled her hand out from behind her. I saw a flash. "I cant wait to show my friends this one!" she said as she walked out of her room shutting the door behind her.

PART 22

For weeks the harassment of myself by my sister tormented me. I took everything she gave me, obediently, trying to salvage, maybe even a little selfishly what we had. To be honest, I was trying to salvage what I had, a desire for her, for the way she made me feel. Even through the pain and embarrassment, brought on by a girl with desires of my own creation, unrestrained and unshackled from the vanilla world where once she resided.

The days started to seem like a grind. I knew all too well the days events, that lunches where to be filled with the sound of laughter between my sister and her friends, and as always I was the joke. A picture here, groveling there among the feet of her and her friends. Frankly I was glad of one thing, that for whatever reason most people turned a blind eye to the rumors of my sisters brother being her trusty servant and as the girls liked to say "being her bitch".

none the less, I was still attracted to her, if not just her looks but something else. There was another side of her hidden away that when her friends where not around, started to show. A sweet subdued side, one that I fear I have damaged, as now she knew the pleasure of power, and I spoiled her, spoiled her like royalty in everything she did. I guess in that regard I have no right to complain.

For the weekend I had arranged to stay at a friends house. I was gone for a couple of days and frankly, relived I didn't have to endure any more hardship at the hands of my sister. It was when we pulled in the driveway and I stepped inside that felt like I was walking back into the lions den.

the house seemed oddly vacant. I didnt see a car outside except for my friends mom, and she was backing on out of the drive. I set my backpack down by the door and walked to the living room. I could hear the sound of music in the back of the house, down the hall towards my sisters room. "Why is she alone?" I asked myself as I walked on back. "Hello" I asked as I opened the door, a shriek filled my ears as my sister raised her covers over her body. "I'm busy!" she said quickly as she looked from behind her covers.

I could see she had no shirt, I didnt think she was clothed on her bottom either. I turned to leave. As I was leaving I heard her say. "what did you want?" "I was wondering where everyone was." I said, still looking away. "Everyone's in town, it's just us." she said quickly. I turned for the door. "Ok" I said. "Wait" my sister replied. "I...I guess you could stay, if you want." Her face was red, she wasnt looking at my eyes, and her hands gripped tightly to the covers. I couldn't believe she was inviting me in, my sister lay naked in that bed.

I sat on a chair not to far away. "So......what are you doing?" I asked coyly. "Doing, doing what" she replied. "thats what I want to know, you look...busy." I smirked. "I was just relaxing a bit." she said laying her head on the pillow. I noticed she was breathing quickly. "I know what you where doing"  I said putting my hands behind my head and smiling. "No you dont" she replied. "I bet you dont have any clothes on do you sis?" I said chuckling. "I do to!" she replied. "Then whats with the covers?" "I was cold...am cold." I thought for a moment, I figured I could catch her in this lie and at least for my own enjoyment embarrass her a little more, since she gave me a nice opportunity to do so.

"Well then can I sit on your bed too, this chair isnt really that comfortable." I said snickering. She didnt answer for a second. ....."Ok" she finally said as I slowly walked over and sat beside her. Sitting that close to her, while she was naked, I would be lying if I said I wasnt excited. "So, I guess this would be a bad time to ask you to let me kiss that beautiful butt of yours huh sis." She smiled and I laughed. "You haven't earned it yet. She said smiling and looking off into the distance. "I have let you do allot to me sis, remember every lunch period this last few weeks." I retorted. she smiled. "I...I would but.........I'm.........I'm naked" she finally admitted, face red and a cute smirk on her face. I chuckled a little. "Thats to bad...I would have liked that even more" I teased. "you would?" she asked looking at me. "Yeah" I said. "you want to see me, you know...naked?" "Are, are you asking or are you offering" I said confused. "well.....would you like to if you could?" she said. I didnt want to seem to eager, but I did, I really wanted to. I waited for a sec. "Yeah, I would."

She was redder than ever, clutching that blanket tight. "If I show you myself naked...then I want you too do the same thing" she said as my heart started racing. "Oh...ok I guess" I replied. "Ok" she said quietly as she stood up covered in her blanket. I loosened my belt and took off my shirt. She looked at me, obviously nervous. I looked at her, red and embarrassed. Everything grew quiet an then we let go.

PART 23

Intensity, my hearts pounding, so is hers. I clutch my pants as she holds her blanket out in front of her. I draw a breath, and close my eyes but for a second, before letting go of my pants, feeling them drop to the floor. I open my eyes to see her cute red face. a smile draped across it and her shimmering eyes peeking at my mostly naked body.

I reach for my underwear and slowly slide them off. She didnt want to seem like she was looking, but she was every chance she got while trying not to look so conspicuous. I looked to her, that sexy silhouette behind the covers. I wanted to see my sister for the first time, fully bare for the first time.

I could only imagining what she felt, I figure it's how I felt standing there all exposed in front of her. I was trying to read every smile, every look and every quiet whisper that came forth from her full wet lips. I could see her chest moving behind the blanket, warm air flowed from her mouth as her heat beat fast. I'm sure she grew moist as the moment drew nearer.

I waited eagerly for what was only a short time, it did feel like hours. I watched her hands ease hold of the blanket. I watched her eyes widen as she realized what she was gonna do. and I beheld her beautiful figure as the blanket began to drop.

It fell to the floor gracefully. The first thing I layed eyes on where her breasts, so perfect and becoming. Her bare midrif exposed itself showing all of her curves and lines, so sleek and sexy. My heart skipped a beat in excitement, I couldn't believe it. As the blanket hit the floor I was staring at my sisters body as up untill now I could only have dreamed about. her full figure in all it's un-abashed glory was only mere feet from me.

Her hands she clasped behind her back. Her eyes never made contact with mine, she was feeling vulnerable. I stepped forward and stood close to her. I slowly reached my arms around andpbut them by her side. Her arms came around me, and we hugged each other close. Our bodys met truly for the first time. I felt her warmth. I felt the smoothness of her skin on mine. I felt myself push against her and her breath on my neck. Then I felt her slip away.

we looked towards the ground and stood their silently. It was as if we both decided to ourselves that this wasnt the time, not for us...not yet. I reached for my clothes and grabbed them up. She walked very sexy over to her bed and sat down naked on the sheets. "Maybe, you can come back later ok" she asked smiling. "yeah, I'd like that." I said grinning as I slipped on my pants and my shirt and backed out of the room, closing the door on her naked figure.

I went back into my room and imagined what she was doing, what she was thinking in her room. "This is why I have held on so dear to this thing we have had." I said out loud. "I really like her."

 PART 24

It was after that night, laying alone in my bed, naked, thinking of her in the other room that I let my cares and worry's and preconceptions about us slip away. I couldn't get her out of my head, like she was beckoning to me.  I needed more of her, but I needed it gradually. I still felt something inside me, tugging at my heart whenever we where so very close like that. I felt that maybe I was committing some evil deed. It was a forbidden thing, her and I. When I last tasted her sweetness, like hot honey upon her lips pressed tight against mine, even then I was discouraged by a faceless figure. It seemed that very fact was all the more draw, pulling me towards her embrace, her arms overstretched and in my dreams we where always together.

My body felt weak, like I was drugged. I felt the sheets over my naked body, a slight chill in the air as a sweet breeze carried over me the scent of my sister still lingering about. Her essence enticing me, my eyes a glaze in the sheer disbelief of a moment now etched permanently into memory. A joyful addiction, she was my drug of choice.

My hand went slowly downward, I closed my eyes. "What I wouldn't do for you" I felt pleasure ripple through my body. "Anything you want" In my mind I bowed before her. "Own me sis" I begged her. In my mind she smiled and lay her hand on my head as I bowed before her. I felt an overwhelming urge come over me, and then extacy. I drifted away.

I awoke to the dark. My room, so dark but save for a full moons light shining through the large window in front of my bed. I stood up, a siloute of myself painted on the walls. I was open and exposed. "Let them see, I cant hide anymore" The darkness enveloped the room all but my naked body. My head lay back as I stood there. "I cant run from it." I turn around and open a drawer at the foot of my bed. I pull out a brah and panties, a skirt and a top. bathed in the glow of the sunlight I began to pull them on. "This is what she wants." I said slipping on the panties. "She will have whatever she wants" I muttered clasping the brah.

The house lay dark. Everyone slept so peacefully. The halls seemed to fill with an air of danger still. I stepped one foot out onto the soft carpet, dressed for my sisters pleasure as I carried myself with all the grace of a female. My parents both slept soundly across from her room. I made my way further, hand brushing up against the wall. A chilly breeze between my legs excited me.

I was nearing her door. so close, so quiet. I put my hand on the nob and opened it. the door swung quietly as I looked into her room. She was waiting for me, laying down in bed reading a book. Her nighty hugging her body, silk and smooth draping over her. The eyes of an angel greeted me, both sweet and commanding, full of desires. "Her lips shimmered, wet and inviting. Her legs partially obscured under her warm covers draped about leading up to her torso, so sculpted and perfect. One leg rested on the other, her body so sensuous.

I quietly shut the door as I moved further in. A warm smile on her face, a silent approval of my wardrobe. She went to sit up as her feet dangled over the bed. I got down on my knees and lowered my head. "Sister, I wanted to tell you something" I spoke softly as to not wake my parents so very close by.

"I looked up to see her smiling face peering down upon me." "Ok" she responded softly. "I want to be yours sis, I want to do whatever you want, I mean it. I would do anything for you princess." I put my head by her feet. "Please, I am yours to keep sis, I love you." I moved my lips closer and kissed the top of her foot. "I dont deserve you sis." I uttered.

"I could hear her sweet giggling." She was this princess to me, a fair maiden with a loyal subject, me, willing to do anything for her happiness, anything to be with her again. I knelt there listening to her happy laughter, with her wonderful aroma filling me, intoxicating me. "Ok, i'll take you" she said softly as she putt my head in her hands, bringing her face close. Her smile was brilliant, the moonlight on her face and a shimmer in her gorgeous eyes. Her lips pursed slightly, She moved closer. Her lips touched mine and they felt like silk. We kissed deeply as she wrapped her legs around my waist. My hands caressed her buttox, squeezing, then moving under her.

I ran my hand so gently down her crotch, feeling her panties moisten as my finger gently caressed them. I felt her breath on my neck and the sound of her pleasure filled my ears. I moved to the bed and she moved on top of me. My hand massaged her tender parts so gently, her wetness seeping through, coating my hand. Her soft panting filled my ears. She lay back on the bed as I sat up. Her legs outstretched. I moved forward and put my face so close to her intimate places. I smelled her nectar, I saw it seeping through her underwear. I felt my own panties begin to moisten. I got closer, and stuck out my tongue. I ran it across so gently, tasting and savoring her honey. Her chest heaved deeply.

I started then to feel something pursuing me. I felt like what I was doing was wrong. Her taste on my lips and my tongue pressed against my sisters body. Our lust was growing. I began to get frightened. I lay me head on her bed. She lay on her back breathing deeply. "It's ok" I heard her say softly. "It's ok." As my head lay there between her legs, I suddenly felt tired. "What is this" I thought as I looked to the ceiling in disbelief. The lines between right and wrong in the eyes of the world blurred, as we drew closer together.

That night I spent tasting the first sweet moments of intimacy with her. A love forbidden but sweet and sometimes sour. A relationship between us brewed. I the obedient best friend and faithful servant. Caring for her and providing her with everything a princess required. Her the princess and the loving sister. Having fun with her friends and using me to that end, but at home embracing me and showing me a sweet love no other had ever shown me before.

We kept things tamed. We both agreed to never go over the line. We played and romanced but always cautiously and ever away from the prying eyes of the world. Years went by as we grew older. Our friends changed and schools changed. What we did became so normal, and that's when things started to change between us. What was the future and what dd it have in-store for us. As the moment drew nearer, we would come to find out.

PART 25

It was a quiet afternoon. I sat dazed in a chair on the porch. The heat was incredible, It seemed to suck the energy right out of me. "it's sooooooo hot!" I complained to myself as I lay there under the cover of a wind worn sun umbrella. I was so out of it, I didn't hear the door slamming and the ruckus inside. The outside door burst open. "Why dont you be useful for a change and pick up around here before we get yelled at!" My sister said enraged for some unknown reason. "Um, how about no!" I retorted content to fry myself to a crisp in the heat of the day. "Excuse me? Do what I want, I'm not asking you again!" "calm down, I'm not your man slave anymore, you gotta get off our butt and do it yourself!" I chuckled as I stared off into oblivion.

truth be told I was enjoying this new lease on life. Ever since my sister hit this invisible wall that blotted me out permanently a while back, I was essentially cast as un-important, and she wouldn't give me the time of day. I found myself coming second to her friends and most importantly her new boyfriend. I was upset for month's, then, I simply stopped caring. Well, not caring was a little overblown, I cared, I just didnt show it, I couldn't, it hurt being ignored by her. "You boys are all the same!" she yelled as she ran back into the house. "what the hell is that all about?" I said out loud.

 It was about 30 minutes later, after I was now fairly unburnt and deprived of all liquid simply shriveling up into a big raisin when my sister burst back through the door and onto the porch. It was the first time I saw her wearing a bathing suit in a long time. The years had really been good for her. She was so well figured. Her legs alone could drive a man crazy. I pretended not to look. All of a sudden she plopped down on me, smushing me between the chair and her back. My scorched skin letting me know that I was very sunburnt as her body agitated it greatly.

"Owww, Owww gosh damn it, get off, get off!" "Be quiet and stop your whining!" I'm sun burnt damn it, this isnt funny!" "I bet it really hurts!" she said leaning back harder. I stop'ed resisting beacuse it was hurting to much. "What do you want?" I asked in pain, trying to figure out why she felt the need to smother me like this. "I wanted to take out my aggression!" "Your aggression, what, by sitting on me like this?" I asked puzzled. "No.....by doing this!" She reached down quickly between my legs and grabbed my balls in her hand. She squeezed them tightly, sending me jerking forward and yelling loudly. "Noooo, noooooo please, for the love of god!" "Whats a wrong, you dont like it when I do this?" "No, no, please let got...please!" "I dont know, i dont think I have gotten all my aggression out yet!" "Please sis, I wont complain, just let them go please! She released them slowly, giving them a little pat that made me flinch. She laid back leaning her head against mine.

Other than the fact that my skin was on fire, and other than the fact that I might not be able to reproduce now, having her body so close to mine after all this time was really nice. I forgot how she smelled, and forgot that air of authority she always had around her. I felt her butt grind on my groin a little. "is she doing this on purpose?" I thought, astonished I was even speaking to her after the cold shoulder I had gotten for so long.

"so....whats...um, whats up?" I said after she refused to say anything. "Nothing" she said quietly. "Then, why are you sitting on me?" I asked. "You used to like this!" she said sounding saddened. "What, I'm not good enough for you or something?" "That's not what I meant!" I exclaimed. "What has got you so worked up?" There was a long pause. "My boyfriend cheated on me." she muttered quietly. Her boyfriend, this elusive kid that nobody had met and that she "hoped to marry" by her words. I never met him but I was jealous of him none the less. "He said I was to high maintenance!" "You kinda are" I thought to myself, remembering all the things over the years she had come to expect from me, the obedience, the servitude, the amusement.

It was an uneasy silence. "sis, your gonna burn out here in the sun like me, you might want to at least get some sunscreen or something." I said trying to change the subject. She reached over to the table and handed me the bottle. "Would you do it for me pretty please?" she used her cute voice. "..ok" I said, giving in. "you always used to do things for me, why couldn't he, why couldn't he be more like you!" my sister said wishfully. I squirted the lotion on my hand and began to rub it into her back. I tried to remain silent. "remember all the stuff you used to do for me, it was so cute watching you clean my room in that little dress of yours!" She sounded a little happier. "and all those times you would dance around like a ballerina for me when I was feeling sad, even though you didnt like it!" I smiled. "And you always said.." She started to tear up. "That I was so beautiful."

I stopped. I reached my hands around her and gave her a hug, resting her head against mine. "I'm sorry he did that, I really am." I gave her a kiss on her forehead. a tear dripped down her face. "I'll be here for you." I said as she turned over to give me a hug back. "thanks." she said squeezing me tightly.

We got to joking a little bit about the past. She started to smile again. "Hey, you never finished!" "Finished what?" I asked. "Putting the sunscreen on, I dont want to get burned." "Oh, sorry!" "Dont be sorry, just finish it up." she said smiling. She sat on my lap facing towards me. I squirted some lotion in my hand. I started rubbing the lotion into her skin as she was talking. Moving higher and higher. My hand moved up till there was one spot left to cover. I worked my hands around her top. Her skin was so smooth. It was great.

We spent the next few hours outside talking till dinner was almost done. "well I better get inside." my sister said. "Ok sis." I replied. "Oh, I wanted to ask, would you please do my chores, I am really tired out." Her cute face and demeanor melted my heart and my ability to say no. "Yeah, that's fine sis." "Your the best!" she said smiling as she ran inside. I layed back and looked up at the sky. In a way, I was really happy that things seemed to be getting back to the way they where!

PART 26 

My sisters boy troubles seemed to only get worse however. She got back on the horse, but that proverbial bronco couldn't handle her kicking. She was just a different breed of girl, one that was un-restrained by the sense of over burdening people. She was strong willed and used to getting her way. Not allot of boys I would imagine would lower themselves as far as she desired them to.

I myself was having a hard time trying to figure out exactly what she expected of them. It seemed to me that she would never publicly or privately for that matter ask another boy to do half the stuff I was willing to do for her. But then again, if she had, I guess that would explain the rocky relationships she was constantly engaged in.

I then started to think about myself. How when all the other men simply refused to do the degrading things my sister would ask sometimes, even if it was a watered down version, could I be willing to do much worse things for her, let alone driving her to do those things for years and years. It was no secret, that I felt guilty for pushing my sister out of the vanilla world and into a new one. though I couldn't blame myself so much as I found out exactly what drove her to actually do the things she did.

We had many long chats since the early days when this all started. She was as much curious about me as I was about her. She was better at hiding it though. apparently more than once spying on me while I was getting dressed. I never would have figured. She also had a deep seated dislike for men. Her and my father never seemed to get along and she never used to like me growing up. She was always one for wanting control over anything she could get her hands on. I guess it was a perfect storm, and the end result was someone that preyed on weak men or, men that loved her enough to do anything for her. Because after all it was me who allowed her to do everything she had, and I had to keep reminding myself that it was never her fault when it came to difficult situations born out of this odd little relationship, that her dependency on me was of my own doing.

Unfortunately, her current boy troubles didnt seem to be something I could assist with much. I would offer reassurance and get her on her feet, but the next day, another guy and some more tears would spell disaster. She definitely didnt have problems getting any boy she wanted. She was physically so matured for her age, a beauty queen, the kind of girl most boys dream about dating. But again, she was burning through the boys like you wouldn't believe. Eventually all her frustration boiled down to me and I knew it always would. After all I was the one that was supposed to make her happy. I was supposed to do anything for her and the fact that I couldnt snap my fingers and make things better, even how irrational it sounds to believe I could have, made her frustrated and I found myself willing and accepting of her punishment, sometimes brutally as to lessen the pain she felt in regards to these failed relationships.

It wasn't so much even embarrassing things she did to me to get back at the men in her life, though to be honest I had gotten used to many of the things that she used to do that terrified me. She mixed sexual pleasure with pain. She knew what she had, a perfect body, a heart melting way with words. She would lure me in, trying to for fill her lust for control. I would rub her, play with her and then she would get rough. She wanted me to beg her to stop, she loved to have me tied around her finger. One such time I remember clearly.

It was a Wednesday and I was once again meandering around the house bored out of my mind. All my friends where hanging out downtown and I was supposed to be helping clean out the garage, but the old man got preoccupied in town buying a new lawn mower and low and behold I had been left to rot in the sun, like a discarded fish out of water. Oh well, looking at lawn mowers wasn't exactly enjoyable ether, so I made the best of it, pretending that my friends weren't having fun, down town....at the movies. I walked in doors and through the corner of my eye saw my sister shut her door wearing nothing but a bikini. "I wonder what she is up to?" I thought, trying to give myself a reason to see her in that skimpy number.

*knock knock* "yeah, what do you want?" my sister said through the door. "Hey sis, just wondering what you where up to?" The door opened a crack and I walked in. "shut the door, I gotta get changed." She said motioning me to lock it. Even after seeing her naked more than a few times, I still shivered at the prospect of it. She pulled down her bottom facing the closet and then un-buckled her bra. She bent over allowing full view of her most intimate of places, making me strain to contain myself. She pulled on some jeans and a shirt real quick and then sat down on the bed looking at me.

"Whats wrong, you look......I dont know..... wierd!" she was smirking. "I'm fine, I'm fine, really, where good, I'm good...it's all good!" I might have been squirming a little much trying not to pitch a tent in full view of my sister. "Well, whatever I guess. So what did you want?" "I just wanted to see what you where doing?" I said. "Well, I was going to go to the mall, but I cant get a ride, so I figure I'll just relax a bit." "Thats cool." I said realizing I didnt have an actual reason to be here other than the fact that I was being a pervy brother. "So, what are you up to?" she asked. "Oh, you know....just.." I trailed off. "Your just here to see your sister naked right? Boys are pigs, besides, most brothers dont like to see their sisters naked!" She teased. "Thats not why I was here at all, I was just, you know wondering what you where doing."

"So, since your not doing anything.." My sister said looking at me very sensuously. "You could help me with something." "Oh, yeah sure sis, what did you need?" I said enthusiastically. She walked over and sat on my lap. She had a gorgeous smile, looking down just above me. She took my hand and moved it over to her. She layed my hand right under her crotch. "Just rub right there for a little while ok?" I was dumbfounded. "Y-yeah sis, yeah, thats fi...ok.I'll..." "Dont talk, just do it." She said quietly as she layed her head I my arm. I began to message her pussy through her pants. I felt her heart beat and her breath on my neck, it was worm an lovely. I could barely contain myself. It was a struggle for me, after 15 minutes she leaned back up. "That felt great, thank you, I dont feel as tense." she said.

"Yeah, I was happy to help!" I said still amazed that it happened at all. "But now I have to have you do one more thing for me." "Yeah, no problem, what is it sis?" I said. "Well, just lay down on my bed, lay on your back." I was so excited. I couldn't wait but didn't want to seem to anxious so i took my time. I layed on the bed, looking up at the ceiling. "Just stay like that ok!" "Ok sis" i replied. I saw her jump up on the bed. She was slowly walking towards me. She stared down at me with a devious little smile. "Oh crap" I thought to myself. "Be really still ok!" she said giggling. "Uh...sis....whats going on..." I said nervously. before I could get a reply, I saw her put a foot On my groin. "Sis...please dont." "It's gonna be ok, I promise!" she said giggling. I could see her getting ready to move. She licked her lips. Suddenly she pressed down, using my groin as a stair to step onto my belly. "Ahhhhhh!" I yelled as she held her arms out for balance. "Shhhhh' she wispered taking one foot and putting it over my mouth.

It hurt really bad, and now she was standing on my face to boot. I tried to calm myself as the pain slowly rippled through my body. She was trying not to laugh or fall off. I tried to tell her that really hurt, but her foot muffled my words. "Oh whats that, I'm sorry I cant here you!" she joked. She finally removed her foot and stood om my chest. She didnt weight allot, but when someone, anyone stands on your chest, it's allot! "Oh shit, owww....Oh god that hurt!" I said quietly, still feeling the after effects of her climb up. "Oh my...god!" she was giggling to much to talk. "That was so funny, you should have seen your face!" she said giggling

She started to bounce slightly, "sis, please no more!" I asked her. "Why cant I have any fun, why do all boys do this!" she said as she pushed her legs out from under her, and fell butt first onto my chest, knocking the wind out of me. I gasped for air as her legs came to rest on either side of my head, her full weight on my chest. "Thats what happens when you make me angry!" she amused. I gasped for air as she watched me joyfully. Then she moved closer. The crease in her pants grew larger as she stuck the crotch of them over my mouth. I tried to breath and got just a tiny bit of air. My lungs already hurt. She just watched me as I struggled under her, staring into my eyes, waiting fr my submission. Finally, I knew it was useless. I stopped struggling, focused on breathing and let layed there. "Thats right, calm down." she said smiling. She moved back on my chest. Smirking. "and thats what boys need to do, calm down and just do what I say and everything will turn out fine!"

It's times like those when she scares me, when she teaches her lessons. When you can see it in her eyes that she really enjoys what she does. Thats when I let her take control, for my sake. We talked a little, finally she told me about her latest boyfriend. Like the good brother I was, even after her re education, I still cared and helped her, albeit with less enthusiasm as I would have had if my balls and chest weren't still sore. I guess at the end of the day I didnt care about the painful stuff, I cared about the tender moments when she let me in and I got to talk to the girl that was tender and hurt, not the girl that was going to hurt me and make me tender.

PART 27  

I missed my sister being around. I missed, intimacy. More than once I sacrificed comfort for a chance to be close to her. She was like the girls at school I had no chance with. I had a hard time not fantasizing about our next encounter, but of course in my mind I didnt walk away bruised or humiliated. I guess after a while the thrill of humiliation wears off a bid, I guess I just wanted to be with her. too bad she still very much enjoyed messing with me.

I remember another time, I couldnt stop thinking of her. There was never an opportunity to see her, she had been out an about almost all day for the last week. Finally when she came home I got up the courage to at least talk to her. I was wary now, as she seemed allot more on edge and prone to excessive abuse. But all I wanted to do was talk to her, what harm could there be in that. She was sitting on the couch watching TV. "Hey, hows it going sis?" I asked. "Fine" she replied not even looking toward me. "cool" I said pretending to watch TV. "hey sis.." I asked quietly. "um, I got a question." I was having a hard time asking. "What would it take to, um, you know..." She looked over to me inquisitively. "cant I just watch TV?" she said quietly. "Yeah, no, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have bothered you." I said slinking back to the other side of the couch.

"There is one thing that you could for me." she said looking at the TV. "Go down to the store, they have this pair of heels, I cant really afford them right now. If you buy me those, I would like that." "Oh, ok, well how much are they?" I asked. "About 65.00." my sister replied. I leaned back. "holly crap" I said to myself, realizing what it would cost me. Thats just about all I have. The thing that scared me is that I was actually considering it.

I walked around for about an hour, then went back to my sisters room and opened the door. "sis" I said. "got them yet?" my sister asked. "I-I cant afford them, sorry, didnt mean to waste your time." I said walking back out of the door. "Wait!" my sister said. "Come back in here." I walked in and shut the door. "You think you can just get my hopes up and then tell me you cant, you know how much that sucks right?" she said frustrated. "I am really sorry, I just.." She cut me off. "You where just thinking about yourself!"

There was a long pause. She finally broke the silence. "So, you wanted to see me naked or something, I bet that's it, that's what you wanted right, maybe you need a lesson in manners. Never ask me, if I want to0, then I will let you but you dont even deserve to see me naked!" She sounded really angry. "why do guys always think about themselves first, it's never what I want! I think you know whats gonna happen now right?" she asked. "Sis, please I'm sorry!" I said backing up. "Oh I am gonna let you see me alright, up close and personal!" "Shit" I thought, "she looks mad!" She walked over to her closet and grabbed a roll of duct tape. I was contemplating running out of the room. She slowly walked over to me and grabbed my arm. "C'mon, dont be so pathetic!" she said walking me towards the center of the room.

"Get on your knees!" she commanded. I dropped to my knees and looked at the floor. I heard her rustle around. I looked up just as she pulled down her pants. She was wearing red panties, silky, her exquisite ass was right in front of me. I felt myself getting worked up. Then I heard the roll of tape being strung out. She took her hand and put it on the back of my head, then, she shoved my face into her butt, my nose diving between her cheeks, enveloped by her panties. I felt the tape around my head. She was taping me firmly in place, stopping me from pulling away. She made several passes, I couldnt move my head. I was struggleing to breath through the fabric. Only the tiny amount of air passing between the fabric and her butt filled my lungs. I felt her start to walk. I struggled on my knees to keep up. She layed down on her bed and I followed and layed down as well.

It was so hard to breath. I was overcome with her wonderfull scent, but that didnt comfort me much. She didnt move, I heard pages, she was reading. She left me there to struggle for myself as she relaxed. "Whats the matter, dont like the view?" she said snidely. My mouth was pressed against her tightly, I couldnt reply. "your gonna be there for a while, better get used to it!" Every breath was a struggle. Minutes passed like hours. I struggled for almost 30 minutes. My lungs hurt. I was almost on the brink of tears. Finaly, I felt her move. I heard the sound of scissors as she cut the tape. I burst up, taking a huge breath.

My siter was just watching me. I layed my head on the bed, taking all the air I could get. "So, did you enjoy that?" My sister asked, I was to busy catching my breath. "was that fun for you.. answer me or I'll put you back!" I emidiately jumped off the bed and tripped, falling to the floor. "No, No!" I said crawling towards the door. She stood up and walked toward me. "I dont think youll be asking me anymore will you?" She looked down on me sternly. "No sis, I wont." "Good, you can leave now." she said as she went back to put on her pants.

I learned my lesson, I always made sure to avoid sounding like I was asking to see her, for one it was not my place to beg, and she made it quite clear that it's a reward, nothing more. I slinked back into my room and passed out on my bed. 

 

PART 28  

It was a Saturday like any other. Well at least for most people. I was being forced into a dress and panties. Usually I wouldn't mind it, but...this time I wasn't so keen on the idea. "Put it on NOW!" my sister demanded pointing her finger. I whined as I slid up the frilly panties. Piece by piece the girlish attire rubbed out all sign of my manhood. From what I understood, a few of my sisters friends where having a sleepover, I didnt think it sounded too fun.

My sister straddled me between her legs as she grabbed for the makeup. "You have to look the part if you want to be here with us tonight." my sister said evilly. "I dont want to!" I yelled. My sister bounced on my chest knocking the wind out of me. "To bad, you dont have a choice!" The day was slipping by quickly, it wasn't going to be long till the girls arrived.

I sat in her room, on the bed in the corner. My sister had just gone to get her friends, they had just shown up. I heard them getting closer, I buried my face in my arms, the silky dress rubbing against my cheeks. The door opened to the sound of laughter. All three girls where commenting on how adorable I looked. i felt the bed move as they sat down on it. I heard the lock on my sisters door click shut. One girl grabbed one arm and pulled it away, the other girl grabbed the other arm so I couldn't hide. They pinned my arms to the bed and got close to my face.

"Aww, your so adorable!" "You make such a pretty little girl!" "We are gonna have so much fun!" They seemed to be thrilled. Of course they where, they had their very own playtoy, a boy none the less that was theirs to abuse. It turned out though that wasnt only the case. With both girls holding my arms and me pinned on my back, my sister came and sat down on top of me. "What should we do first?" one of the girls asked. "Make him wear nothing but his panties!" the other girl suggested. My sister reached for my arms, sliding the dress down. I was freaking out. I had been naked before in front of my sister and to some extent her friends, but it never made it any easier, and I didn't even know one of the girls.

I was shaking as they wrestled my arms through the dress and pulled it down, revealing the pink cotton panties and bra. I was hard, and all the girls started giggling. "Aww, it's so small!" one of the girls teased. "It's a little pussy!" my sister added. My face was very red. Then I felt a hand against my panties. One of her friends started petting my cock. "I think he likes that!" my sister said as I felt a rush of extacy come over me. "Please, dont" I managed to say, still feeling inside like this wasnt a good idea. "Dont struggle, you cant escape!" one girl said smiling.

The girls where giggling as they touched me. They could see it felt good and laughed at how easily I was controlled. One of my sisters friends asked if she could give me a kiss. "I dont mind" she said. Her friend was gorgeous, much like my sister. I was nervous to even talk to these girls in school. Now they where, well in essence raping me. She leaned down smiling. My heart felt like it was going to explode. Her lips met mine as she gave me a sweet little kiss. She giggled and told me to not be so afraid. I honestly couldnt help it.

My sister wispered in her friends ear, the one who kissed me. I couldnt hear what they where saying. All of a sudden she looked at me. I saw her reach down, and pull up her shirt. I could see her breasts, covered only by her bra. She was gorgeous. The girl that was rubbing my cock giggled as she worked it harder. I was turned on so much. I tried not to stare but she knelt down and they where so close to my face. She smelled so good as she got closer. "Do you like her?" my sister asked giggling. The girl kissed me on the cheek. And then. Well. I came.

The girls erupted into laughter, rolling around on the other side of the bed. I felt so embarrassed as I lay there on my back, my panties soaking wet. I turned on my side and curled up into a ball, covering my face with my hands. I couldn't believe what I had just done. -Part 1 more to come

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